27/02/2025
To my Pedro,
It has been the hardest year of my life having to say Goodbye to you so young & so unfairly. You didn’t deserve any of what you endured. Watching you suffer was the hardest thing of all.
To be the last person to see you alive & the first to see you passaway was not only horriffic but an honour. You went your natural cheeky self. Stubborn! All though you weren’t conscious you waited (until after 40 hours of myself not sleeping) for me to accidentally fall asleep for 17 minutes! THEN (you sneaky thing) you passed, where I woke to hear silence knowing before I even saw you. I felt the quiet, the calm & the peace from you before scrambling to turn on the light to see you, I knew.
You looked so beautiful, Pete. An Angel you definitely had become. I miss your crazy laugh, eye rolls, pranks, fashion advice, our secret sister sarcasm & lingo. I love you so much, there isn’t an hour I don’t think of you or miss you. This year has been the worst & dark because your brightness is no longer earthside. I’ll try to keep it moving & make it brighter for your nieces & nephews because life goes on, but not a day goes by where you are forgotten. I love you my Sissy, my Pedro, my Petey Pablo & my Peta Peta Pumpkin Eater! 🦋✨🌊🌸🌿🪻💖🦄🍄🌻🍁🌞
