08/01/2026
Sitting in deep reflection tonightā¦
Today was a BIG day emotionally.
One of those days that reaches right into your chest and reminds you exactly why you do what you do.
Today showed the heart of why Amped Up Youth Music Initiative exists.
Music is medicine.
Youth su***de prevention is at the core.
And today⦠that truth landed hard and powerfully.
I am so deeply grateful for the team who stand beside me, believe in the dream, and help bring it to life. I donāt do this alone and I never forget that. š
Iāve always been open about my journey.
And tomorrow marks 11 years since my absolute rock bottom.
My second life, if you will.
Eleven years ago my world looked nothing like it does now.
I was addicted to substances, trapped in a DV relationship, experiencing homelessness, and suicidal.
Eleven years ago, I couldnāt keep going.
I wanted to give up.
I felt like a failure at lifeā¦
and then felt like a failure because I wasnāt even successful at ending my own.
But f**k⦠I was meant for so much more.
Life since then?
Holy s**t.
I had no idea any of this was in store.
Itās been a journey ... one hell of a ride.
Iāve white-knuckled it.
Iāve cruised.
Iāve fallen apart and rebuilt more times than I can count.
And here I am.
Alive.
Grateful.
Living life large.
So much love to those who have walked beside me, close and far ... in all the ways that mattered.
Thank you to the people who guided me, supported me, challenged me, and believed in me when I couldnāt.
The ripple effect goes further than youāll ever know.
And today⦠that ripple came full circle.
I am so bloody grateful.
And Iām not done yet. š„š