10/04/2026
Fearful..
…my whole.
Voice never felt heard, throat always felt blocked.
Born with umbilical cord wrapped around my neck, Ignored in conversation, point of view was never valued, shut down when my words were spoken, constantly felt my voice wasn’t valid, extreme anxiety when speaking publicly (school speeches ect), multiple hands wrapped around my throat, abused and taken advantage in moments of vulnerability (never able to talk/express what happened nor the feeling), became the abuser, became a lier, cheater and many other things, fearful to confront myself, fearful to use my voice and speak my truth. Always allowed people to speak over me or talk down about me. Never. Said. A. Word.
This was my story, the energy behind my inability to speak.
This was my past. A story of a man I no longer know.
So within so without
The way I feel on the inside reflects on the outside.
Now I know I’m worthy, I know I’m safe to be vulnerable, I know I am safe to be seen and heard.
I’m not here to just walk my path.
I’m here to teach.
I’m here to lead.
And nobody can do that with a shut mouth.
The journey begins🤍