30/04/2020
CONFLICT
Even the word can send some running to the hills.
I love the crystal kingdom
I love working/playing with the energies of crystals
I love drawing a crystal oracle card from my favourite deck by Rachelle Charman, and sitting with it for a week to process the message and information that is offered.
I appreciate that this may be a bit woo woo for some, but it’s me and I am sharing me.
Most people have heard of clear quartz (ampliflies energy) rose quartz (promotes love and harmony) amethyst (assist in dissolving old patterns)
But there are so many many more.
Most times I pull a card and nod and go “oh cool” I like this message but then
Today
I pulled CONFLICT (Stibnite, picture below)
And I went whoa , want is this all about. High alert. Danger. Problems. Drama. Resentment. Irritability….
No way would I ever want those issues, but I thought them and because I thought them unless I do something quickly to delete those thoughts I will get exactly what I don’t want. Cancel-clear-delete
So, Stibnite’s energy can seem prickly but look deeper and this beautiful crystal supports personal empowerment and transformation
She also grounds your energy in the Earth so you feel supported
Actually assists you in dealing with confrontation and helps dissolving apprehension and uncertainty
Which is actually the perfect message and energy for me to be receiving today.
You see, I have been living in overwhelm for the past 12 months
Going through the motions of moving forward and at same time allowing myself to be consumed with self doubt, worrying about the uncertainty of my future financial life, even though I had, and still have, an amazing platform in digital online marketing to change all that.
It’s no picnic relying on the age pension when you are accustomed to a certain way of living
I knew that it was up to me to make the changes, to blast open the doors of opportunity and barge through, not just to have a quick peek and quiver in limiting self belief
I tried
I procrastinated
I “found” other things to fill my time
I did not give the opportunity the respect and commitment it deserved
I did not progress
I did not earn any substantial income from it
Surprise Surprise
As it is often said, you get back what you put in
I put in close to zero…..I got back close to zero
Fast forward to now
I am on track to achieving exactly what I desire and am super grateful to myself for not giving up
I will call on the energies of Stibnite to dissolve the inner conflict that was holding me back
You see, when I first saw the word Conflict, I felt fights, harsh words, drama
What emotions does the word Conflict bring up in you?
But Conflict is also inner conflict (Im not good enough), a resistance within yourself (I can't do it) , a reluctance to set healthy boundaries (he/she won't like me).
Are you like me, fighting your beliefs, a bit soft on setting strong healthy boundaries?
Then the crystal Stibnite is here to help us step up to the best version of ourselves.
🔥This girl is on fire, like phoenix rising from the ashes.🔥
I AM IN THE FLOW
I CREATE MY OWN REALITY
I AM CONFIDENT TO BE MYSELF
Love and Hugs
Pam