27/12/2024
2024 has been a big year for me.
In equal measure success and achievement, heartbreak and loss.
Resilience, through softness has brought an immense peace from no longer entertaining anything that is not the best or highest for me.
It’s from a place of weariness of being everything to or for others that has invited me to take a step back and re-evaluate what is the most important things to me, what and who settles my nervous system, and a intangible force out of my power that has brought chaos to clear out all that hurts, harms, or prevents me from being me.
Hindsight is beautiful.
We can question why this is happening ‘to me’, why does this keep repeating?
Be kind to you.
Keep it simple.
Don’t over-analyse (like I have), notice the pattern, see the point of conception, face it, release.
I kinda have felt the waves through it all carrying me to more open seas, deeper waters, freeing me from constraint or others expectations of who I am or meant to be. Being true to me has been the greatest lesson for this year.
So now its time to celebrate, to surf, to sit in the sun and enjoy the stillness, the calm, the peace of being me.
This is the summer of Nic.
The summer of simplicity, of my girls, my dear friends who are family and who have rallied around me through this period of my life.
2025 is looking to be absolutely fu***ng amazing already and honestly, I know who I am sharing it with and am open to all possibilities.
I am so thankful to my support network, both in living form and unseen forces that direct and guide me. My angels of Sam, Mel, Georgie, & Jamie, my girls for keeping me grounded and laughing at the absurdity, and for all of the teachers I have had this year, you have taught me more about my self and my opportunities for being even more loving, patient and kind.
The greatest gift I have for myself is not allowing any experience to change the core of who I am and my vehicle for expression - my writing. Change my beliefs, change the way I see the world, but allow my heart to always be open, always allow my mind to be open, with my sense of self by guiding light and navigator.
2025 - the year of discovery, celebration & flow ♥️