24/09/2025
The last 5 years have been a complex journey of love, laughter, grief, loneliness, abandonment, joy and sooooooo much healing.
All the things.
But today, today I feel I have finally integrated the aspects of self that need to feel loved and will compromise my own boundaries to achieve it. I have laid to rest the treadmill of survival.
No more.
I am responsible for my own wellbeing. My own security, my own safety.
I am responsible for parenting myself and my children with love, attention, generosity, presence and nurture.
I am responsible for honouring my soulβs wish to be of service and to support those in need of healing to evolve into powerful, abundant, sovereign creators of their own lives.
No longer do I need to be in relationship to feel safe.
No longer do I compromise my needs in order to feel loved.
No longer do I mask how much I love you, and how grateful I am for the lessons I have learned in your absence, my twin soul.
Today I celebrate the beauty I see in the world, in life, in human connection, in humanity. I celebrate our capacity to rise, to heal, to love ourselves when our conditioning taught us not to. To rebuild from a place of love, wholeness and abundance what was once built on fear, lack and emptiness.
I reclaim my power, my energy and the fragmented parts of my soul that thought I needed to betray myself to survive.
I donβt mind if you donβt love me, see me, understand me.
I see your journey - I honour it and I honour you for being brave enough to walk this path of evolution.
Living in alignment with love is tender, genuine, patient, peaceful and kind.
But most of all it is freedom.
I am free from the binding of the matrix, free from the need for external validation and free from the conditioning, wounding and limitation that controls and separates us.
Here there is nothing but love and it is wild! βπΌπβ¨