12/01/2026
So far this year has been real, and I will understand if you don’t continue reading because it may be a long post. I few years back I experienced c7 nerve pain which resulted in my index finger being half numb. I have just experienced similar again because my thumb is now getting tingles, hypersensitivity and numbness so I have been trying to figure out why. Of course that meant that Facebook started showing me ads on energy healing and I first heard the name Brandy Gillmore and listened to her long winded, scientific based introduction to her healing techniques. The webinar was meant to be 90 minutes but I had enough as it reached 2 hours and stopped at that point. So I read reviews on her and it led me to Lester Levenson and the Sedona Method and I got lead to 8 videos on YouTube teaching this. Of course being free I started to follow along and I now realise that I have been holding or suppressing many feelings throughout life without realising. When I started to release them I found a few more came to the surface and continued to release them, after I finished the 3rd video of the 8 I started the day flat. I tried hard to understand what feeling was behind that but I just seemed to come up empty like I had released all my feelings and no longer felt anything. That afternoon I had a long chat with mum and then had a relative arrive to check on me and even though they meant well I felt drained and many tears released dues to more feelings of grief flooding in.
Today the video has shifted the way we release instead of looking purely at the feeling we have to put it in the category of wanting approval or wanting to control and then releasing those emotions. It is truly amazing how complex we are and learning how I have pushed feeling down instead of releasing them all my life. Yet this has also led me to another discovery because if I had learnt to release things earlier in life I wouldn’t be who I am today. I am very grateful in discovering this now and I can already see huge changes in myself since this year started. At the moment my thumb is still not fixed and I did go ahead and purchase Brandy’s book because I am determined to find my own right way to heal without needing surgery. We take on battles with ourselves most days and it sometimes feels like everything works against us but for the first time I feel like everything is working for me. I have been gifted this time to not only enjoy the time I have left with mum but also to find the real me the person I am meant to be. I have uncovered that even though I want my psychic work to be my only job but also I feared that as well so I had blocked myself. That is hard to understand that we block ourselves from the things that we desire most. I have been hurt by many people’s comments throughout life and releasing that felt great. I don’t need anyone’s approval but I do seek it at times without even thinking.
We wonder why things happen and even though we are told everything happens for a reason we often don’t get to figure out the answer. I still have a lot of stuff to release but some of the things I have uncovered have been astounding and I choose to keep doing all the releasing I can. Even though I am seeing no evidence that business is going to improve as I have not had any clients this year, I am no longer worried about that because at the right time it will happen and I am already creating a prosperous life. I hope you have read this far and I encourage you to search for another way to exist so that we can all heal and become the best version of ourselves. I am hear to help or listen if that is what you need so please feel free to comment. Thanks for reading my post, I am optimistic about a successful future and each of us deserve that. 💚 Row