16/04/2026
Im designing inner and outer layers of me, methodically, slowly using my sensory system.
Everyday I design, everyday I feel the layers falling and Ticia coming back.
Ticia is the name my family and childhood friends call me.
It feels a sense of home. Its not home in a missing way, it's a home that Im feeling in me.
Ive been landscaping as you may know....I create a garden like I create healings- using my heart and connecting to my soul.
The garden I am designing at present is a water garden that seems to be the inner sanctum to this place and perhaps me.
There are natural species of fish from Australia swimming and there are dragon flies galore. Ive taken the tired shade sails off. Ive taken the slimy pots holding the oxygen plants- half of them dead and the flotation units around each pot was decomposing synthetic pool noodles getting eaten by the sun and particles feeding the fish no doubt. A big urghh!
I have started my soul water garden with boulders that I have pushed into the water.
Like the boulders lately I have shifted in my energy field. - ( God I love this journey)
Under one boulder was a very shy whip snake- green head and brown body quite small and off it darted. My god I thought, its eyes are amazing,what they can see.
I checked my phone not long after-
I get a message from a healer in N.Z
- "Hey are you keen for a healing the snake energy is around you to show you how to see clearly"- OH MY! I thought. (There was zilch communication to anyone about the snake)- True story!
Then that late afternoon a biggish snake presented itself to me by zooming off through short grass! unreal- I seriously havent seen a snake on the property, then too see two and a message- what a day!. The healing was out the gate- by the way- lol!
So, back to the water vessel of the pond- Im finding it is unravelling me as I work with the energy of water. Now Ive stripped it back to water and fish, I am placing ever so softly the elements I feel deserve to be there.
A red earthed ceramic pot with a jade tree planted, sitting in the water on a rock is the element of earth, shading the water for fish.
A dragon and baby dragon sleeping on a boulder guarding the element of water.
Its own element is fire.- Fueling our own needs to be our own centre of being in our own phoenix of fire. Close to our emotions in water yet finding a balance of fire and water so not to be extinguished by our own emotions.
Next I am creating shamanic wind chimes, intentionally made with moth, dragonfly, feathers and bells for the element of air.
Air creates flow in many ways. The chimes call air to ripple the water to aerate the emotions and fish, so clarity can be held.
The air fuels the fire and keeps feeding the earth's needs.
Once all is finished spirit will with ease flow.
This pond will be special as it embodies all that come to visit her in their mind, body and soul!. 💜