Sacred Feminine Awakening

07/01/2026

Some of you may know that since I’ve been on holidays I’ve been going through some hectic stuff (if you’re following me on my personal page you would know what its about). Anyway I’m not here to talk about that! Though the night I posted something on my page about it, I ended up having uncomfortable dreams all night and what felt like psychic attack at the same time as while I was having one of these dreams. Interesting hey? Anyway, I hadn’t been feeling great and then yesterday I went to see someone about it, I mostly felt like I needed to just talk to someone about it but I also got a healing around it too. So I thought it was interesting that I ended up not sleeping much again last night and I was having other issues through the night as well. This morning I noticed that a couple of things came up for me where I was feeling a bit low and I noticed that my old friend FEAR was paying me a visit. The first thing that I remember that something a Teacher used to say is that LOVE is always on the other side of FEAR. ALWAYS. I realise now that the reason why I never really pushed my point across about all the things that had been going on for the last 12 Months or more with Molly was because of FEAR. All that time I didn’t even realise that, that was what it was. So when the fierce fiery, go into battle, Mother instinct within me finally showed up, it was bound to stir up some stuff. What had happened was a light was shining on some issues that quite a lot of us have been oblivious to. And that caused some not so happy people and energies to react, hence the stuff happening to me in my sleep and the horrible reaction I got from the person involved. But you know what?? Regardless of how people react to something being brought to the light, that doesn’t make them feel comfortable (myself included 🥴), it’s always just trying to show us something. When I was always trying to speak up but wasn’t really being heard, it was because of a subtle fear of “what would the other person do if I spoke up about this thing that is not right?”. If I spoke up about this issue, would that cause a whole heap of hate on social media?? But if I didn’t speak up, the problem would still continue to exist.

What I’ve learnt is that FEAR is showing up to be loved. That’s it!! This morning all I had to do was “turn my gaze” towards the fear and recognise it for what it is, and then it instantly disappeared and hasn’t come back.

When I look at humanity and the things people get so caught up in, for example fear of the Sun, I can’t help but recognise the FEAR program that has been installed into us unknowingly. Into our nervous system, into our DNA, corrupting our minds and making very unrealistic fears, real. In relation to Humanity as a whole, what I was shown this afternoon in my meditation, was the Divine as a very big Mother with the child walking in front of the mother. Kind of like the mother gently nudging us, like a Mother would when a child is first starting to walk or when the mother takes her child to school for the very first time. Come on!! You can do it!! The message was that when we experience this FEAR, fear of speaking, fear of commitment, fear of love, fear of the Sun 🤣🤣 the Mother is giving us the opportunity to learn, grow and remember that we are bigger than the fear.

Interestingly enough, this card was what was drawn for this message 🔮🧝‍♀️

See the tool in her left hand? It’s called a Kartika. An old teacher used to use it in meditations years ago. Intuitively I knew it must have had something to do with cutting through illusion. IRRATIONAL fears are an illusion. So I googled and sure enough this is the tools that is used to “cut through illusion and ego, severing attachment to worldly delusion and ignorance”. Illusion is just that, it’s not real. We assign meaning to things that cause us to feel a certain way, without realising that something like fear is cutting us off from seeing the Truth. But when you take your power back from FEAR, it no longer has a hold over you. You no longer believe in it anymore. So then it realises it’s purpose is done and leaves.

I know that I’ve done a post about this sort of thing before but I felt strongly to bring it up again. I know it will be helpful for someone.

Also, just a side note so that there isnt any confusion. There is a difference between IRRATIONAL fear and knowing that you need to keep yourself safe because you know you might not be in a good situation. Ok. There may be times that call for you to get up and leave or call someone for help.
When irrational fear pops up, remember that an expansion into more love is waiting on the other side 🥰😘🩷🙏✨

06/01/2026

✨✨Sound Healing✨✨ being offered at Quantum Now from 2pm-4pm, Monday 2nd Feb 2026. First one for the year!! 🎉🎉
For those of you who haven’t been able to make it to the Friday nights, here is your chance to come and check it out.

If you intend on coming let myself or Sue at Quantum Now know at 105 Auburn Street, Goulburn.

Bring a journal and pen, any crystals that you might want to get energised and bring a plate to share. Cost is $25.

I’m looking forward to sharing this with you 🙏🩷

01/01/2026

I want to share something that I was shown that may be helpful, especially for those who felt like 2025 was a lot.

When we feel like we are doing a lot to make positive changes in our lives (for example spiritual work), we may not always automatically see the impact of that work in our everyday lives.

The point is that miraculous things do eventually start to happen (if they haven’t happened straight away).

I will give you an example of my own life for reference.

For a looooong time I didn’t have my own place. As soon as I moved out of home I was moving from one place to another. At least I had a roof over my head but yeah it got pretty hectic at times. Its like a masterclass on how to learn to speak up, learn self respect and work through relationships with others, fears, insecurities and beliefs around money etc. 🫣🤪🥴

Even when I started my healing work I was still stuck in all of my challenges. All I wanted was to have peace, I wanted my own place, I desperately wanted to come home to my own place, with my own things and feel like I was at home.

If I had of known at the time, what I know now, I would have known that all the work I was putting in to change my situation was going to pay off. But I didn’t know for sure and so I was constantly feeling disheartened.

I kept going anyway. And thats what you should do too. Never give up. Because I finally got my home, where I ALWAYS feel like I belong. I come home everytime to my things. I look around everyday and I am so grateful for what I have (if you saw my home you would understand 🤣👌).

I spent YEARS doing the work to get where I am now and I never gave up even at the hardest times and even when I thought things were never going to change.

So if you have felt disheartened or felt like what’s the point, have faith that the Universe always has a higher plan and that things will get better. Things will change, even if it takes 2, 5, 10 or 15 years.

I hope you are having a wonderful break. I hope that 2026 is an incredible year for you. I hope that this is your year for an extraordinary breakthrough.

Lots of love 🙏🩷🎆🎉😘✨

25/12/2025

This is what happens when you party too hard 🤣🤣🤣 I hope everyone had as much fun as what Molly did today. Merry Christmas everyone. Lots of love 🎅🎁🎄🎉🩷😘🙏✨

22/12/2025

I love this 🥰 so I thought I would share it

Om Namo Narayani

22/12/2025

The Christmas holidays can be tricky, so be kind where you can and remember to have fun.

20/12/2025

In todays meditation I was shown something that I wanted to share with you. It’s a really interesting twist on something that I learnt years ago. Or should I say extended information, it’s not something that was taught in detail, back when I learnt it. Either way, it also showed me how relevant it is to the workshop that I have started offering, Rewrite Your Life ~ Healing Through Compassion.

I was shown in more detail what each layer (or Dimension as I was taught) represents and what I believe to be the “overall” purpose is, if that’s your Souls plan for this Life.

Those layers or dimensions being;

The physical
The etheric
The astral/matrix (the conscious mind and above that closest to the Soul dimension, the subconscious)
The Soul
The Divine Void

When we incarnate and we are just learning about life, usually we start at the smallest tip, the Physical. We are living from the physical, we have no concept of Divine, Soul, Energy etc. You care only about survival and how can I get what I want and need. It’s all about the physical self and physical things that can be seen, touched, felt etc. Me, me, me.

Then eventually we start to get curious about energy, good and negative, chakras, Aura etc. How can I understand life, myself and energy from the perspective of the etheric “body”, the consciousness of each chakra and how they are manipulating our lives or what messages we are putting out into the world and relationships. I understand energy, I understand that I can heal and I understand I can change my world and help others to heal.

We move onto a lot larger layer/dimension and is the more trickier one, because of the subconscious. How do I feel and what do I think and believe, not just consciously but unconsciously. I can change my mind and beliefs. By changing my beliefs and subconscious programming, I can change my reality. I can master my mind and emotions. I can start to understand what’s lurking in my subconscious by looking at what’s playing out in my life and change it.

The Soul Dimension/layer. I understand the Truth of who I am, why I’m here and where I come from. The Soul does not express itself as the Ego but understands the purpose of the ego. Through lot’s of healing, self love and healthy self esteem, the ego understands that it is not the boss of the Soul, so it does not seek to control the Soul. There isn’t resistance, fear or strong emotions. The ego is surrendered to the Soul, so the Soul can express its higher purpose/mission. I know that I am vast and more than just the physical body. I am unbound by karma.

Finally the Divine Void/Dimension. I am the ONE . The “I” is no longer. There is an understanding of the bigger picture and there is nothing but love and compassion/understanding for ALL beings. ALL is the ONE. There is no judgement or hate for anyone or anything. There is nothing that the Divine cannot do. Infinite love, compassion, grace, wisdom, creativity and grace.

We can look at ourselves from each layer/dimension. We are working on the physical, etheric and astral so we can connect to our soul and remember who we really are. But that is not the end!! The purpose is to bring through from the Divine Void/Dimension, more of the Divine, so that the Divine is expressing itself through all of these layers/dimensions (soul, astral, etheric and physical). All of us IS divine, the physical included. The point is to be fully realised, love on legs (as Shakti Durga would say).

I will be holding Rewrite Your Life ~ Healing Through Compassion on Friday 27th February 2026 from 7pm-9pm at Quantum Now. As we only have 2 hours, I am wanting to keep the group quite small, so if you are wanting to attend, please let me know. I’ll keep running it for anyone who would like to do the workshop.

Rewrite Your Life ~ Healing Through Compassion looks at all of these above layers/dimensions.

Look out for the event on Facebook. Comment below or message me to let me know if you can make it in February 2026.

😘🙏🩷

18/12/2025

I thought I would offer up some information that may be of benefit 🩷

When I observe everything that’s going on right now, I keep being shown VERY clearly how things were during cov*d days. What’s happening right now, reeks of it. So be mindful 👁️ of that. We don’t have to ignore what’s going on because that’s not the point. The point is to be aware of the subtle things that are happening, that you may not see automatically 👀 when all the drama is happening. Such as how these challenges bring us closer or show us who is not aligned anymore. Isn’t it funny how normally we may not be so aware of who people really are until something like cov*d happens.

Also don’t get so distracted. Observe and then take time out from the news and social media, so you have time to regroup. The news and social media will make it look like we are experiencing some pretty dark times but what if we looked at it from a different perspective??

For example;
My life up until around 2010 was very challenging for me. I spent 20-25 years in a really dark place because of many different reasons. In relation to my health nobody could help me or could tell me back then what the issue was. It was because I had been to so many doctors and specialists etc. that by the time I met a lady who introduced me to meditation, I was finally in a place to just say…ok, I’ll do it, I’ve tried everything else 🤷‍♀️

The point is, if my life hadn’t been so difficult and if I hadn’t of had doctor after doctor, test after test, tell me that there wasn’t anything wrong, I never would have been interested in meditation, which led me down the path I’m now on. Some people who haven’t tried meditation might think, what’s so good about meditation?? Well meditation was the beginning. I had many healings, I changed my diet and my way of thinking, I did tones of courses, it all helped get me to where I am now. Otherwise I would just be living a “normal” life. Umm…my Soul was NEVER going to waste its time coming here and just having a normal life 🤣🤣

Anyway, do you see what I’m saying?? Nobody likes the dark times when they’re in it. I definitely didn’t!!!! I don’t want to go there again lol but those dark times made me strong, made me wise, made me the healer that I am today.

Look at where you can be more compassionate. Connect with community. Help others who want help. Ask for help, ask questions and try and see the opportunities for growth. Try to see the light in the dark and if you are struggling please ask for help. These days we do not have any excuses for not asking for help.

Please don’t let whats happening right now put a dampener on your holidays. Have a really nice christmas with family or friends or community. Whoever you choose to connect with. Share love and allow others to love you back. Have fun, laugh and relax.

I look forward to seeing you again in the new year 🎉😘🙏🩷🥳🥂🎄

12/12/2025

The last Ceremonial Cacao and Sound Healing for the year 🎉🎉
WHAT A NIGHT!!! The room was packed and two people cancelled at the last minute, so we would have been sitting on each others laps 🤣🤣 My two take homes from tonight. 1. exciting times ahead. 2. being able to take home the memory of everyone’s joy. We literally lit up the place with the joy that was bursting from everyone 🥰
Some of you I will see tomorrow at Quantum Now for the end of year Christmas get together and the rest of you I will see again next year at the next event or around town or whatever.
Lots of love 😘