17/12/2025
I didn’t become this version of myself by thinking about it.
It took time.
It took learning about habits, structure, and showing up even when motivation was nowhere to be found.
Training became my daily outlet a true space that was mine. The more consistent I became, the more confident I felt. The more I listened, learned, and surrounded myself with people who knew more than me, the more educated I became. Progress wasn’t just physical it was mental, emotional, and deeply personal.
I also learnt that my training only truly improved when I learnt how to fuel myself properly and train with intention. Food wasn’t just about aesthetics, it was about energy, clarity, and resilience. That structure and habit-building didn’t just change my body, it shaped how I showed up in life.
In 2016, those habits mattered more than ever. When my gorgeous husband had a serious cycling accident and was placed on life support, I was forced into making life changing decisions under immense pressure. I needed clarity, strength, courage, and resilience. truly believe I had those because I didn’t abandon myself. I kept eating well. I kept moving. I kept grounding myself in the habits I’d built long before that moment.
I’ll never forget the morning after his accident. No sleep. He’d just come out of his first surgery, his heart had stopped on the operating table ❤️and it was 5am. He was stable, and all I wanted to do was move my body. I can still remember it clearly the feeling of running down the Princes Highway, desperately looking for a gym that was open.
Why am I telling you this?
Because the habits and structure I built saved me time and time again. Maybe the habits that you are learning or want to learn will help you as well.
Have I messed up? Absolutely.
Did it feel uncomfortable? You bet.
But I survived it. I grew from it.
So if doing the thing scares you right now like building habits, creating structure, committing to yourself don’t dismiss it.
It might just be the very thing that saves you in the future.