25/03/2026
Dreams and the Sound of God
With what unfolded over the next few days, it is a bit hard to be exact about the day things happened, as you really go into a timeless state.
Vivid Dreams Begin
Roughly day four, I experienced my first vivid dream.
I was able to be fully conscious in my dream and remember it in complete detail when I woke up.
It was full of life — in a way even more alive than real life.
In the dream, I was at the beach and in the ocean.
There were so many sea creatures.
I was standing on the edge of the water but looking into it with the perspective of an aquarium.
There were whales, dolphins, dugongs, and an amazing manta ray that raised its tail in acknowledgement to me.
I felt like all the animals had gathered to see me. I got to swim the water with them.
I also had a particular song that was playing — Weightlessness by skunkhour — and when I woke up, I could hear the song still in my head.
This was an incredible experience as I have never dreamed like this before and I can never recall my dreams.
I continued to have vivid dreams every day after that.
I found they happened when I woke at 3am to meditate.
I would get up, do some exercise, then meditate for 1.5 hours approx, then lay flat on my back, close my eyes, and I would go into the vivid dreaming.
Sometimes having multiple.
They weren’t always pleasant.
The second dream I had, I was dreaming I was asleep and I was woken to all the lights being switched on in my room.
I started to get worried as I knew that the lights shouldn’t be on, as I should be in the darkroom.
As I looked around the room, it did look different than my room at the ashram.
Everything was everywhere — things open, tipped out, moved.
In the darkroom I had created such order and structure, so I knew something wasn’t right.
I realised the door was open and my handbag was in the doorway, lying with my things tipped out.
I then realised all my money and cards had been taken out.
I then woke up, but on reflection had to laugh as it felt symbolic of giving away my earthly possessions.
Maybe I wasn’t quite ready to do that yet, or wanted to do it on my terms.
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