11/09/2021
As I hung the washing out the other morning, enjoying the feeling of the warm sun on my face, I thanked God for all that I have & all that I am. This year has been a tough one, with the loss of my dear Dad in March followed by our beautiful, loyal doggy in June. As well as that, being given a Notice to Leave our home of two years…a neighbourhood we loved, where we felt safe & peaceful. So much loss, so much pain, so much letting go. What a year of personal growth. Amidst these immense challenges I chose to stay grateful, keep my faith & trust that there was a deeper reason for it all. I went within & called on every bit of strength I could gather, shutting out parts of my life that I was unable to offer my energy to, as difficult as that was. I spent time in nature, meditated, prayed & exercised daily as I narrowed my focus & did what needed to be done. Each day I worked tirelessly, often alone as I prepared to move our family. But I did not allow myself self pity & stayed peaceful & trusting that there was a bigger plan. As I felt the sun on my face I had an epitome… God sees all. Of course my hard work & constant faith is now being rewarded. I feel a new level of peace, abundance, faith & love now, lighter because of letting go, excited for the new energy that surrounds us & proud of myself for taking on the challenges & moving through them. I survived & now I can truly thrive & help others as they are drifting towards me in random & sometimes mysterious ways.