19/11/2025
There is an energy that some people have that is so slow and so safe. A place where all your atoms settle into comfort and settle into safety.
I was a lucky one, and I stumbled across this most beautiful family. Not blood related, but just as important. Probably more…
I was terrified of water. Life. Play. People.
Mum suffered schizoaffective disorder, so everything was a threat… water, grass, society, you name it…
But by mum asking for help though a wonderful organisation ‘aunties and uncles’, i found my wings…
my respite family helped me feel safe in the world.
I was allowed to bathe in the waters which I once thought treacherous; they were my
safe and still.
They watched like angels.. still, observant, loving, ready to respond… this is love.
I am who I am because of their grace, patience, stillness, consistency, comfort, and of course, love ❤️
Pic: Nan Eily and Pop Merv 1991
Ps: don’t ever underestimate love and consistency