19/12/2023
💜 As the year comes to an end and I reflect upon all that has happened and is happening, I can’t help but feel such a mixture of deep sadness and deep gratitude and happiness also.
I want to send love to all of those people and animals who have suffered and are suffering right now in our world. It has been and is a really hard time for so many and I want to acknowledge these struggles and the depth of pain and also the support and love that can also exist in the places of pains’ existence.
Again this year I have also been constantly reminded of the beautiful kindness, thoughtfulness, generosity, support and love that exists in our world and the depth of beauty and wisdom that exist within children, adults, families and communities.
I am honoured, humbled and beyond grateful to be connected with so many beautiful people in my life, personally and professionally and to have had the privilege and honour of recommencing therapeutic work privately and connecting once again with the most amazing clients, both children and adults, who constantly inspire and motivate me and who are always teaching me also.
Since returning to work in July this year (after a beautiful year at home with my family and baby girl) I have completed EMDR Training and commenced the provision of EMDR with adult clients under supervision, completed Clinical Supervision Training, completed a Masterclass training in Play Therapy Supervision, become an approved Registered Play Therapist + Supervisor (RPT-S APTA), renewed registration as an Accredited Mental Health Social Worker (AASW) and self published my first children’s book “Ash Goes to Play Therapy”. I feel proud of what I’ve achieved in a relatively short time and want to thank you and my beautiful family also for the support and beautiful kindness every step of the way.
At this point in the year now I feel tired even though my heart feels full.
I feel deeply grateful and also disappointed.
I feel deeply happy and also deeply sad.
I feel courageous and strong and also afraid and anxious.
I feel all kinds of feelings and all at once right now as I switch between and remember all of the beauty this year has held but also all of the challenge and sadness still happening also in our world and the impacts of this for so many.
Thank you for your beautiful kindness and support this year. I want to take this opportunity to wish you and your loved ones peace and love during this time of year, no matter how you are feeling or what is happening. I hope that you have the chance to feel what you feel and be held safely in the support and love of those around you.
It’s okay to feel wonderful right now and it’s also okay to not feel okay. We are all in this together.’💜