09/03/2026
So here’s the thing…
I’m not returning to work yet.
Not because I don’t want to, but because my body is currently doing some pretty fu**ed up things that we don’t have answers for yet.
Since my knee surgery in Jan, my health has taken a weird turn and as a result a number of things are now being investigated.
Right now I’m dealing with a mix of neurological, immune, respiratory and inflammatory symptoms.
All of them unpredictable.
Some days I function.
Other days I’m barely functioning.
That’s the reality of things right now.
My body feels like it has fire burning beneath the surface of my skin. It swells, random joints ache to the point where even walking is painful. There’s exhaustion, respiratory issues, migraine, gastrointestinal fun, brain fog & a bunch of tears. All of that combined flattens me.
These are not the same symptoms I’ve dealt with in the past for nervous system injury.
This is completely different.
Different symptoms. Different scale.
It’s a different beast entirely.
My body is reacting to everything right now. Fragrance, food, sound. Even bodywork like massage & physio that in the past has been supportive, has been sending me into a spin that lasts weeks.
I’m also all of a sudden extremely heat intolerant. Which is a cruel fu***ng joke considering I live in Queensland and it’s basically been Satan’s ar****le HOT since October last year.
So the short version is this:
I don’t know what is going on just yet.
My allopathic and holistic treating team are looking into a number of possibilities, with a focus on Mast Cell Activation Syndrome (MCAS), linked to mould exposure I experienced in 2022.
They're also investigating autoimmune issues, thyroid and menopause that is happening on top of it all, because why not add menopause into the mix, right?!
Jesus-H-fu***ng-Christ 🙄
So right now we’re still figuring things out.
What’s been the most confronting is that even with all the tools, knowledge, skills and practices I have accumulated over the years, things that normally support my body ~ none of them are touching whatever this is.
So all sessions, circles, training and events are on pause while I focus on getting answers and figuring out what’s happening in my body.
My work matters deeply to me.
But pushing through this right now would be an absolutely stupid move. Aside from that, I just physically can’t.
Right now my job is to listen to my body, do what I can to support it, while figuring out what the hell is going on.
I’m definitely not disappearing, i’ll still be here posting and sharing but I wanted to share where things are at rn.
And before anyone decides to comment or message with “have you tried…”, please trust that this isn’t my first rideo. This also isn’t a lack of effort. It’s a body doing something really complicated. And with my 23+yrs in as a patient in the holistic natural medicine and allopathic space, I’m already all over it and working with my treating team investigating the s**t out of this.
I’ll share updates when I know more.
Chrissie xoxs