
27/07/2025
Sometimes I forget (maybe a lot of the times šš¤£)ā¦I get caught up in story and noise, little dramas, worry, mind taking over the controls. I start thinking that Iām this little āIā and life is happening to meā¦you know when you āknowā better, but you still reach for the proverbial junk food anyways.
Then something small will land and pull me back to myself and what this life is really about. A breath, something in nature, or when youāve been in drama a little too long it gets a bit OTT. The other day it was Alan Watts. I was listening to him while we were driving back home and he said, āYou are not a stranger in this universe; you are a part of it, and it is a part of you.ā I love soul recognitionā¦you know this is trueā¦something inside you swells with peace.
That Iām not outside of life trying to keep up. Iām not separate from the world around me. Iām no the drama or the story. I havenāt forgotten anything that canāt be remembered again. Iām just here, moving with it and part it just like itās part of me.
I think we know this in our bones, but itās easy to forget ā life is ānoisyā. Alan Watts also said, āYou are a function of what the whole universe is doing in the same way that a wave is a function of what the whole ocean is doing.ā And when I hear that, I love the way my heart drinks it inā¦. Oh yeah that reminder of I donāt have to fight to find my place⦠I am the place and Iām already in it.
Thereās a part of me that always remembers (aka the space in between) ā¦a part that isnāt caught in the story or the scroll or the trying and it doesnāt take much to return. I think we look at the masters and go how can we live from this place all the timeā¦not sure if that is possibleā¦but I know they dedicate their life to creating space to allow that truth to permeate in their everyday lives.
The real work here is just to notice when Iāve left myself and come back with softness aka loving awareness (on repeat). To not make the forgetting mean something is wrong with meā¦but to keep returning to the part of me that knows Iām already held and already home (I never left).
Reminder: You can lose yourself in the noise a hundred times a dayā¦and still choose to return home with loving awareness, every single time.