15/12/2025
I have read several posts lately that refer to the healing journey as a trap or being stuck on a hamster wheel.
That they tried several things, spent loads of $$ and never reached the 'end', never reached the moment I guess they were hunting for. Forever trapped in a cycle of fixing the next thing or rehashing layers etc. They then go on to promote their way of healing/living which is completely different to anything they had tried etc.
And honestly, I get it. Been on the hamster wheel myself. Started unpicking my traumas and what not, only to find more and more 🫣 then became a bodywork practitioner/healer myself and unpicked more stuff, lots of stuff.
I've been to several magical people over the years from the mystic, to the doctors, to the healers, to the festivals, oh I've had fun weaving with some incredible souls ❤️ trying all sorts of things.
Nothing is EVER wasted, all of it has lead me to here, to right now. I genuinely believe it takes a village for us to heal because of how damn intricate we are and the many facets it took for us to need the healing in the first place.
Even if a bunch of healing was a bunch of nope 🙅♀️ that's not wasted either. For reasons my human brain cannot comprehend for some aspects, my soul damn well knows that every dollar spent, every path I crossed, everything I tried had absolute merit to where I am today.
Please don't minimise the work you have already done, or think it never ends to the point you will feel unhealed forever so there is no point. You keep discovering things and you really do find peace/healing when you allow yourself the process with whatever that looks like for you.
You might also do all the things AND discover your very OWN way that truly works for you BUT all the other stuff got you there in some way or another.
Nothing is wasted, it's all part of the recipe.
Also these are just my feelings/words ~ maybe I'm full of it 😆💕 feels right for me 🙏💕
Photo was from last night's sunset here in HallsHead.