05/02/2025
One of my favourite and most transformative experiences when I was in the UK last year was in these gardens.
It’s a small garden in Glastonbury but as soon as soon as you walk in, you can feel the energy change. It’s some form of magical portal that brings a peace and comfort to your soul.
As I sat down, automatically I was having visions of my future, my business, my personal life, money, relationships, health, everything. It was quite overwhelming and comforting all at once.
I was also given a lot of messages from my guides and spirit, but the strongest and most potent messages were from Mother Mary.
Whilst I won’t go into them in depth right now, the underlying message was that for me to achieve those visions, I needed to heal my relationship with intimacy. With pleasure and my self worth.
After being s*xually abused as a child and s*xually assaulted in 2016, my relationship with pleasure and intimacy was non existent.
Whilst I love, love. Deeply. And would love to share my life with another beautiful soul, and I can feel his energy around me, I hadn’t understood or connected for myself that that would mean s*x. Intimacy. Pleasure. Things I’d closed myself off from because, well, they have only caused hurt and pain.
The clear message I received in these gardens was that when I got home to Melbourne I needed to find an intimacy / pleasure coach. I didn’t even really understand if they existed but yep, they 100% do!
I received the message clearly that once you heal that part of you, the additional weight your carrying (I call it my fat suit of protection) will drop away.
I’ve now been working with an amazing s*xologist for the past couple of months and already down 3kg without doing much else.
Is the work hard, yes. Exploring areas I’d buried, for good reason, is not enjoyable. But I’m so looking forward to falling in love with a beautiful soul and re-connecting with intimate s*xual pleasure once again.
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