18/05/2025
5 weeks into treatment for my respiratory illness and 24 weeks to go 😳 getting stronger and better everyday. Over the last few weeks there have been a lot of reality checks like not being able to exercise as much, not being able to work as much, not being able to freely do what I want and being told that I will not be able to compete for most likely the rest of the year was probably the worst feeling. I have had mixed emotions about it but have also tried looking at the positives of how I am getting better even though I still have to take 18 tablets a day (at least it ain’t 22 😂). Slowly returning to work, slowly returning to exercise, slowly return to life the way it should be. Trusting the process and actually letting people in to help me which isn’t something I usually do. Thank you to everyone who has message or called or visited, it means more that you will even know and understand. I feel so blessed to have so many amazing people in my life 💜💜💜
