11/06/2022
goodmorning greetings and love to you all before i started on my spiritual journey i had absolutley no ida of the radical changes i would endure like dont get me wrong all the chhanges have been nothing less the magical i mean coming from smoking a pipe every day drinking alcohol till i blacked out being entirerly misrebe not being able to funtion some kind of normality to fetal position bawling to the point of swallowing 80 pills to trying to gas myself and worse i know very grafic but if im not grafic my point voice and example will not be received in the way it needs to i did alot of things treated alot of people i ASHLEY well the clean and sober one the real honest loving version would never ever contemplate doing like im a mother of a wonderrful amazing little well big girl now i have absolutley no communication with and everyday is heartbreaking without her she is was and always will be my little girl my angel my gift but our paths our journeys have been apart if you know me or my daughter you would know our bond the love we onced shared and allways always always will call is life lessons call it fate call it destiny our paths our journeys are all completely different but i whole heartedly beleive we are all ment to experience the bad to appreciate liife i FINALLY see now all those trials tribolations led me through my lifes journey my life path has given me not only lessons taught me but by my own personal experience has given me the foundation and tools for my god given birth rightto guied others through such paths and be able to show guied help but most of all show the love that they not by any choice or wanting of there own obviously but fromm my experience im a spiritual guied and accended master a wise bleeping guru and that is my purpose
with the help of my guides, my angel's spirit guides and my higher self through energy and intuition il be able to help many and that's what life is all about building people up not down life is should and always will come down to one component and that's LOVE as it is felt not seen not herd it's felt now that is my gift to the world love light compassion forgiveness as it is said in the bible and been a huge misconception for decade Jesus the son of God said I AM THE SON OF GOD AS GOD IS WITHIN ME BUT GOD IS ALSO WITHIN YOU
I've come to learn I AM THAT I AM is the name of god and god being life force energy the divine mother nature the energy and it is our God-given birthright to live a happy abundant purposeful life my objective here is to enlighten to awaken to show people that life is nothing but a state you can change state as why are we so conditioned to society's belief systems limited belief restrict us like I thought I was worthless I believed I was so that's what state I created I thought I was a bad parent but no way I'm the most loving understanding compassionate forgiving person but my beliefs conditioned my whole reality what you think you become what u believe you create but most importantly what you feel u manifest we can all live a purposeful happy prosperous life filled with our dreams desires and wishes and the divine wants that for every single one of us
when we chose to change
our state of mind
b our beliefs
c our perception
and d open up our hearts we start see realize who we are the strength we all hold inside every single one of us 6 million people didn't wake up this morning but if you did fu***ng smile be grateful love the ones around you appreciate them but more importantly yourself appreciate the life we are blessed if when you look in the mirror every morning HIGH FIVE YOU within a couple of days you will be excited to see you thank you for getting YOU here the one who got you to this amazing point in your life look at it this way at night when you go to sleep everything everybody disappears except YOU love you once you can reach a point of filling your cup first you are then able to be of service to other
love & light
ash xx
