
29/05/2024
I was getting geared up to come back to sessions but life’s still throwing me lemons..
PTSD feels like a curse.
When you think you’ve grown through it, a cluster of layering traumas opens and refreshes the wounds, inviting the cycle to be present again.
This is my current struggle.
Learning to build my strength and tolerance to grow through this again, here, now.
I’m grateful that this time I’m in a position to better honour my self and not have to sacrifice my needs for external upkeeps, I can actually really put myself first this time. And so I am.
I’m hanging up my massage hands to press pause on my Rule of Seed offerings to focus on my own healing for at least the next three months. A focused giving to self first. Then I’ll reassess my ability to hold space in 1:1 sessions again.
For now Rule of Seed will be a reflection of my personal implementation of this ethos of returning to wholeness through natures teachings. An embodiment of my knowledge to heal through life.
I’ll be volunteering as the good pirate for .eden to do my part in protecting our oceans and her creatures, so you’ll see me around the community supporting this, or from the safety of my little van-home if that’s all I can manage some days.
I hope that you are able to prioritise your self care as I am. May you honour the slowness of winter a while, until we connect again
✌🏼🤍