
23/07/2025
Honest Wednesdays ⬇️
If you haven’t been in my inner circle for the last few months then you won’t have known that my life has completely changed.
I’m not sure I’m ready yet to share the story yet but there is something I want to share….
I’m in this new world, this new life and so much of it is beautiful…
And so much of it is fu***ng hard.
Infact the hardest thing I’ve ever done.
And I’m living in fear, that if I show the beauty, that you’ll think I’m ok.
Because the last thing I want is for people to believe I’ve whisked off to the beach and am now living my dream life.
It couldn’t be further from the truth.
Some days are amazing and I’m excited about the future, and some days I’m so stuck in the past, grieving everything I’ve given up.
Right now, one of the truest things I know, is that pain, joy & grief can all exist at the same time.
One day I hope I’ll be living that life, but right now my days are roller coasters.
Don’t be fooled by the joy and don’t feel bad for me in the grief.
We don’t need to attach to these feelings but simply let them be.
Know the light & the dark is all part of the journey.
In fact it’s what reminds us that we are alive and how lucky we are xx