21/07/2025
Beautiful Souls,
I feel called to share something deeply personal with you today—my own journey through pain, spiritual tests, and the awakening that changed everything.
For a long time, I believed life was supposed to follow a certain script: get a job, support your family, follow tradition, and settle into what everyone calls “normal.” I was raised in a religious and pious home, where duty, sacrifice, and structure were deeply ingrained. But what I didn’t realise then was that God had bigger plans for me—plans that would take me through fire, not to punish me, but to refine me.
✨ The Cracks That Let the Light In
My soul journey didn’t begin in light—it began in darkness. From the age of 18, I was riddled with unexplained health issues and chronic pain. My relationships were a string of betrayals and heartbreaks that tore my spirit apart. I remember thinking I was the most unlikely person for a spiritual path. I felt broken. I felt like a failure. But now I know—I wasn’t being punished. I was being prepared.
God was not breaking me; He was building in me the strength to stand alone.
I spent most of my teenage years and twenties in survival mode, silently suffering through one painful chapter after another. I followed the path of education and career, received my academic qualifications, and worked hard for financial stability. But even when I had a “respectable life,” my heart was empty.
🌑 The Dark Night of the Soul
In my late 20s, everything came crashing down. Depression gripped me like a shadow I couldn't escape. I didn’t recognise myself anymore. It was the darkest, loneliest time of my life. I felt completely disconnected—from others, from joy, from my own purpose.
In desperation, I left my home country, hoping that a change of environment would heal me. But you can’t outrun your soul. The pain followed me. The health issues intensified. The emotional wounds deepened.
And yet, that was the turning point.
🌹 The Awakening
At my lowest, I found something sacred—a yearning for something deeper. My soul whispered, “There is more.” That whisper led me to the world of spiritual healing. I dove in headfirst—energy healing, soul studies, ancient wisdom, angelic work, trauma release, the divine feminine. I didn’t just learn, I lived the healing.
Slowly, piece by piece, I started to rebuild myself—not from the outside in, but from the inside out.
My health began to shift. My relationships transformed. My financial reality changed. But the greatest transformation was this:
I was no longer focused on my problems—I was focused on my healing.
🌟 The Truth That Set Me Free
The moment that changed everything was when I realised:
“I am a soul, living a human life.”
Not a victim.
Not a failure.
Not a mistake.
A divine soul, here to evolve, to rise, to serve.
The earlier you release the belief that you are only this body, this name, this identity, the faster your soul begins to truly live.
A Message to You, If You’re In the Darkness
If you’re in the midst of pain, feeling lost or unsure of why life is so heavy—I see you. I’ve been you. Please know, you are not alone, and you are not broken. You are being awakened. You are being purified. The tests you face are not here to destroy you—they are sacred initiations.
Your soul purpose is not just ahead of you. It’s already within you, waiting for your permission to rise. Feel free to connect
https://calendly.com/hemyenergyhealing/isis-ka-session
With love,
Hemy Murugesan
Soul Alchemist & Spiritual Guide
