05/09/2025
And the pain, grief and anger I feel is horrendous. I am processing the loss of a man who not only did I have a complicated relationship with but I found out my father had passed via a text message, called my mother to speak with her and she was busy and never called me back, organised his funeral and didn't tell me about it until 4 hours beforehand. I was denied the chance to say goodbye either in person or over live stream. And I have no idea why....
I am hurting in so many ways and ways I could have never imagined. I am going to need time to heal for sure.
I am so incredibly grateful for my wonderful husband for all of his love and support. My amazing friends who have reached out and have checked in with me daily. And my MIL and FIL have been great.