06/06/2025
In One Hand, a Rosary 📿 ……
in the other one ☝️ a sharp Va******lo
If I said to you…
“Emanuela is always kind, always happy,always present,
always generous , composed, spiritual,never reactive, never messy,never selfish, never angry 😡
Would you believe me?
You shouldn’t!
Because here’s the truth:
I can be kind and lose my s**t 💩
I can hold space and want to scream into a pillow 😱
I can pray with a rosary and tell someone Va******lo!
We are not meant to be just one thing its not human
but…..
most of us are still trying,
to be soft, kind, balanced, light-filled, grateful, aligned… always……
Mother Teresa was only one.
She did her job !
You’re not here to be her…
You’re here to be you…
all of you😝
We are the full spectrum
We are light and darkness
We are clarity and contradiction
We are fire and softness
We are love and limits
We crumble quietly under the pressure to be “just good”
We’ve done the work” and some days we feel like we got hit by a truck… and then the truck reversed to check if we were still breathing 😮💨
(Welcome to the human experience)
You know why?
Because when you only allow part of yourself to exist,
You cut off your life force.
When you live by shoulds that were never yours,you end up performing someone else’s values and losing yourself….So maybe it’s time to stop fixing…
Stop shrinking yourself into the version that feels most acceptable living by should!
Breath
Cry
Pray to God or whatever feel good to you
Or just sit quietly in your car wondering what WTF you’re doing , and let that be holy.
Drink the cacao or the beer or both
Scream, Laugh, Say no,
Say yes when it scares you,come back to what’s real to you…
back to your whole self,
the one that’s been here all along just waiting to be seen, acknowledged, and accepted 🫶🏼
…maybe it’s time to stop being so hard on yourself, to judge yourself,
stop telling yourself you’re behind, broken or doing life wrong.
We are duality
Until you own both sides of yourself, you’ll be run by whichever side you disown💕🦋🫶🏼( read it again and sit with it 😘 )