06/06/2025
In One Hand, a Rosary šæ ā¦ā¦
in the other one āļø a sharp Va******lo
If I said to youā¦
āEmanuela is always kind, always happy,always present,
always generous , composed, spiritual,never reactive, never messy,never selfish, never angry š”
Would you believe me?
You shouldnāt!
Because hereās the truth:
I can be kind and lose my s**t š©
I can hold space and want to scream into a pillow š±
I can pray with a rosary and tell someone Va******lo!
We are not meant to be just one thing its not human
butā¦..
most of us are still trying,
to be soft, kind, balanced, light-filled, grateful, aligned⦠alwaysā¦ā¦
Mother Teresa was only one.
She did her job !
Youāre not here to be herā¦
Youāre here to be youā¦
all of youš
We are the full spectrum
We are light and darkness
We are clarity and contradiction
We are fire and softness
We are love and limits
We crumble quietly under the pressure to be ājust goodā
Weāve done the workā and some days we feel like we got hit by a truck⦠and then the truck reversed to check if we were still breathing š®āšØ
(Welcome to the human experience)
You know why?
Because when you only allow part of yourself to exist,
You cut off your life force.
When you live by shoulds that were never yours,you end up performing someone elseās values and losing yourselfā¦.So maybe itās time to stop fixingā¦
Stop shrinking yourself into the version that feels most acceptable living by should!
Breath
Cry
Pray to God or whatever feel good to you
Or just sit quietly in your car wondering what WTF youāre doing , and let that be holy.
Drink the cacao or the beer or both
Scream, Laugh, Say no,
Say yes when it scares you,come back to whatās real to youā¦
back to your whole self,
the one thatās been here all along just waiting to be seen, acknowledged, and accepted š«¶š¼
ā¦maybe itās time to stop being so hard on yourself, to judge yourself,
stop telling yourself youāre behind, broken or doing life wrong.
We are duality
Until you own both sides of yourself, youāll be run by whichever side you disownšš¦š«¶š¼( read it again and sit with it š )