11/03/2026
It’s been a rough few weeks.
You may have noticed it went completely silent on here.
It started out with us all getting sick and blaming childcare bugs. But then my daughter got progressively worse and I had to take her to hospital. Turns out she had pneumonia and we spent 3 days at The Children’s (shout out to everyone there for being amazing!).
After 3 days of barely sleeping on the green chair, I was elated to be going home with her. But 10 hours later I was being taken to hospital via ambulance because I couldn’t breathe.
Unfortunately once at hospital, I had a really bad reaction to some meds they gave me and it felt like my lungs completely closed off and I was gasping for air.
Cue doctors and nurses running (I could hear the code being called and remember thinking ‘that’s for me’), more meds, a racing heart that would not calm down for 10 hours, plummeting potassium, elevated lactate and feeling like I was on the verge of losing consciousness for hours.
I was given strong steroids to help me breathe, but that meant I couldn’t sleep. I had 20 hours sleep in 6 days.
To say I was exhausted is an understatement.
I got home on the morning of my 48th birthday feeling relieved to be out of ED, but not ‘well’.
This past week has not been easy as my husband is overseas for work. My recovery has been SLOW while managing 2 little people. I’ve had a lot of other symptoms, ongoing breathing difficulties and the most toxic feeling body as it processes all of the meds I was given.
It’s still not clear what happened (hypothesis is my 1st ever asthma attack despite having never had it before).
I’ll slowly easing myself back into work but am being conservative with my energy as I still fatigue easily. So I apologise for being silent on here… I simply haven’t had the energy to create content!
To the doctors and nurses at St Vincent’s hospital, thanks for taking good care of me even though I was a bit of a mystery to you. We are so lucky to have an amazing FREE medical system in Australia and I know so many people around the world don’t have access to this level of care.