28/10/2025
If I had to describe myself in one word, it would be FLAWED.
And I think it might be the most POWERFUL word I’ve ever used to describe myself.
Not because it sounds nice… but because it feels like TRUTH.
It feels like a deep breath I didn’t know I’d been holding.
It feels like a moment of freedom after years of performing strength.
For so long, I thought being “flawed” meant something was wrong with me
that my reactions, my mistakes, my quiet moments of falling apart
were proof I needed to heal, fix, or be better.
But now I see it differently.
My flaws aren’t the parts I need to overcome
they’re the PARTS THAT BUILT ME.
They’re the versions of me that loved too deeply,
that stayed silent to protect someone else,
that reacted out of fear,
that tried to make sense of pain that didn’t belong to me.
And instead of rejecting those parts,
I’ve started to HOLD them… with understanding, not shame.
That shift… that’s what liberation feels like.
It’s not “accepting” my flaws.
It’s REALISING THEY ARE ME.
And I get to choose how I respond to them, how I grow through them,
and how I show up despite them.
That’s what it means to expand your capacity
to hold all of who you are
without needing to fix every piece.
Flawed. Human. Evolving.
With love & Light,
Caitlyn – CMC Mindful Movement Studio
xx