12/02/2026
HELLO MY GORGEOUS ANGELS,
Well the break so far has started to help. I have had some bad moments like being rejected by 2 photographers for a glamour shoot because I like heavy make-up, scar on my face and my curvature of the spine.
It's been my belief that photographers look beyond the flaws and look for the beauty inside and out. I'm waiting for 2 more to answer me. I need no walker to walk. I just have pain. I am not butt ugly but not gorgeous. My scar us the cancer that was removed from my chin and is completely faded. It broke my heart. I feel this year is my last chance to fulfil this dream. Even lost weight to fit into my gown. But they want so much money. None have seen me. Hopefully I'll find someone willing to do what I want.
I'm writing my trilogy and came up with more for it. I am getting counselling to sort my head out. My gifts are slowly coming back. Really needed a rest. I was getting confused with fear of dementia starting with memory loss getting worse. I'm having it looked at.
Into February nearly March. I do miss you all. I hope when I come back I will be refreshed and ready for new adventures.
I hope you all had a wonderful and fulfilling Xmas and New Year. Me? Just myself, my husband and my little dachshund. Very quiet. It was nice to see my husband totally relax. He wants to take me on a trip. Either to Victoria, Or just the Sunshine Coast. Both to see very old friends.
I had better go as my painkillers are kicking in. I want you all to know that I am so grateful for allowing me to have this Sabbatical. I am working on myself and trying to fulfil my dreams. I may not get it all done but giving it a good try.
I will keep popping in and giving you updates. I admit I feel guilty not giving your birthday readings. But it is 13 yrs last Feb 6 I started this page and needed a break or burn myself out. I would be no good to you all.
I had thought of posting to you Chapters of my book. But I write when I can see it. My mentor has just gotten published last week on Kindle Amazon "The Green Witch Trilogy" in paperback and hard over. Ebooks will be in September. Her name is Lynn Branch. For more information Her FB page is Lynn B. Romance. She, like me is a paranormal romance writer. I love her and her work. Hopefully 1 day I may get mine published. But I have to finish it. Still have a long way to go. I hope I will be just a fraction of just how good she is. Yes I'm biased.
I might just put a little of what I'm writing up so you can judge for yourself. Will think about it as it may not be your taste.
I love you all. I miss you all. But I am and always will be with you with all my love. I ask the Goddess to watch over you all and protect you all from sickness and harm and for good fortune to come your way.
I love you all
Blessed be my angels.
Athena 🌹