
15/04/2025
In this quintessential post menopausal stage of my life I find a redefinition of my values and the importance of how I care for and respect my body.
I have had all the experiences that lacked self love, self worth. I’ve walked a tremendous path and quite frankly, incredible life to date.
I find this beautiful curious awareness arising as to how frequently and quickly I respond or react to the fluctuations of my thoughts. The unconscious projections, directions…. And how often they have not come from my own self directed or path of personal intention. But nonetheless, gratitude is exemplary.
Within is a very intelligent, gentle, compassionate woman. A human-being. I’m humbled by her strength and tenacity, self awareness
I love yoga, exercise, but it had become somewhat of a chore, I should do this discipline, push myself, be better, I should walk faster, every day, and it has hurt my body.
I’ve shifted in the how, valuing the intuitive teacher, valuing community and enjoying environments that are light, fun, women nattering with one another, gentleness, music, inspired movement, encouragement.
Moving away from feeling like a victim and gently, quietly, humbly slightly un-comfortably acknowledging presence of power.
Finding ways to enjoy engaging with my body with more wisdom, sensitivity and compassion.
Ive been engaging with psychology, committed time to discuss things that arise, with an intuitive skilled practitioner and finding a new level of understanding that has bought with it a long awaited sense of self compassion and forgiveness and greater faith within my heart.
I’m exploring things I’d forgotten I love, music, friendships, dance, reading, writing….. simple things that are profound. My work is softer… Well-being consulting, nourishing, retreats.
I’m trusting myself, my inner intuition and intelligence, walking away from things that no longer move symbiotically.
It’s an unraveling and I’m aligned to say what I once ‘knew’ I no longer know.
I acknowledge with conscious awareness the things that no longer serve and patiently, in the uncomfortable nature of change, of self seeing, move towards greater intention with acceptance and awareness.