10/09/2024
Good afternoon Beautiful souls...Hope one and all are healthy as best as one can possibly be & are going well, step by step, a day at a time , sometimes a minute at a time is what's needed & that one maybe able to cope with :) ๐
Wow !! Wow !! Wow !! So much has unfolded during this last 3 to 4 years worldwide ( I will not get started on that show we all went through...let's just say each to their own ( no judgements here ) all I will say is Dear Divine spirit hopefully alot more ppl in our world have learnt to observe more & now question ..question...question more..speak up, speak up, speak up more ...even if it is frickn scary & you feel a bit out of your depth regardless of your social status or standing in the community & even when you get it & understand that others do not like you questioning or you giving your feelings on any particular subject matter before it is announced worldwide etc , bizarre as that sounds or seems or do label one as a trouble maker or question you with "What would you know ?", because you are not a World leader of a nation, Dr or scientist or have relevant qualifications to even know if they are bu****itting, manipulating the truth & only telling ppl what they want them to hear ( world authorities ) !! ๐ง๐๐ ) anyhoo moving fwd ...enough said on that topic ๐๐๐
On a personal level, during that whole worldwide show , I have been dealing with my own health issues... as well as hearing from soo many with our fam and friends how much alot of them were going through and doing their best to process and deal with too on all dif levels with health and wellbeing ๐ฅบ๐ข Well... I ended up having 2 week stay in our state of the art hospital here SCUH & thank goodness we do have this hospital ( Training) along with another one just around the corner from where we live and my Thankyou's & praises for how dedicated all the staff are is an understatement, as I was backwards, forwards to the hospital and other Dr apts, all through the stressful time we all went through and the Nursing staff ,Drs, Surgeons, and all trainee medical staff, and all healthcare staff were also under sooo much pressure and stress too & my hat goes off to all the Emergency staff, Ambulance staff, Medical staff, Nurses, especially all the ones I came into contact with & who were caring for me. All the student Doctors, student Nurses and student Surgeons, Anesthetists, as well as the main Surgeon ( we would benefit in this world having a million of this beautiful souled man ) who teaches up and coming surgeons ( Though now retired) . To all the cleaning and catering staff at the hospital they were so lovely too :) ๐๐๐
Thankyou ๐๐ Thankyou๐๐ for my beautiful fam bam for keeping an eye on me and alerting me to the fact I did not look well & they noticed I was in pain so much so, I actually reached for the panadol several times in a 24 hr day , cos those that know me well, know I do have a high pain threshold & am not one to rush to the Drs or take painkillers or anything normally day to day as such. etc etc though, I within me, just thought, aaah... well .. went along the thoughts of and with, that I am going through menopause & have always had major pain when it is that time of the month.. Anyhoo...I was in total denial and not wanting to face it, as it was another thing to deal with on this physical level , so to speak and I was mentally , emotionally, physically and spiritually exhausted, tired blaa blaaa and this will sound as weird as to some of you, lol ...that whilst I would go outside sit with a cuppa and have a smoke ( yes, yes, we all know the negative vibes that ppl have on that subject, so please keep them to yourselves, as I have throughout this lifetime and a few other lifetimes dealt with enough of feeling other ppls negative bullets & shooting arrows of energy being directed my way , be that thoughts or literally verbal Lol ) ๐ฌ๐
Well.. I would go through a meditation of clearing, grounding, balancing the chakras & allow my mind to simply be, and then ask my dad & my nanna ( both in spirit world & right next to us ) Anyhoo.. as I would sit and question for the truth, and ask for Divine guidance to know what I need to look at or do as far as all this excruciating pain I was feeling in my body... my dad actually quite clearly repeated Jacqueline...Septic, sepsis.. three times and I actually sat there..shook my head in disbelief & goodness knows if my neighbors either side of us could hear me ( Lol) , because I said it as if dad was physically sitting with me and we were chatting .....though I said"nope cant be, I do not have time for sickness or for this bu****it, I need to get on with things !! etc I said," it must be to do with my woman's issues etc" Anyhoo..our daughter happened to visit me to say hello, she took one look at me and said "Mum, you don't look good you need to see the Dr & I kept saying I"ll be right the Dr is looking into woman related issues etc & besides it is challenging to get to see a Dr at the moment blaa blaa.. daughter said "mum you never take tablets etc and here you are taking them, so you must be in a lot of pain and before I knew it our daughter rang Drs clinic made an apt, fortunately they squeezed me in & as soon as our Dr saw me, she was typing a referral for emergency dept at hospital though she said to our daughter you need to go , get your mum looked at ..which then, after several dif tests, MRI's scans etc I needed to have an op as soon as, so they could fit a long drainage needle into my abdomen between the bladder and bowels then attached with a drainage tube into a collection bag, due to the fact that in between my bladder and bowel a tennis ball size sack of infection was living 7 growing in there !! called sepsis, I am one fortunate lady that's for sure had mt guardian Angels looking after me big time !! Along with, who I saw clairvoyantly quite clearly as I was on the surgical bed ( my dad, my Nana and a beautiful souled medium Carmel ( my soul mum ) I knew here on the earth plane, who passed over into spirit only a yr prior to me going into hospital ) Well, as the Main surgeon of bowels and what not, who was looking after me with his student surgeons, sat in my room a few days later & when I was more coherent and sort of with it , he was so gentle, caring and kind, also straight to the point in the way he explained everything to me because I was asking him lots of questions about the anatomy and why and the what fors of it all & when can I go home and when will this drainage bag come out and he said that I needed time to heal from the sepsis, recover and get my body built back up (immune function wise) again and strength in order to undergo a major operation dissection of the bowel, removal of the sigmoid colon, and there was more.. though I am not going to go into the whole lot of what has happened, otherwise we will be here for awhile Lol Lol
Anyhoo...thank goodness it has now been and done with and I will be bluntly honest ...let's say I was tested BIG TIME in many different ways, on all dif levels and believe me when I say I am truly grateful and thankful to our lil fam bam here & afar & dear friends we do have here & afar๐๐๐๐and for my own lil fam bam who kept questioning me over n over and took action when I was blatantly ignoring my own intuition and guidance I was receiving from my lovelies in the spirit world as well as ignoring the advice from my own hubby, and our two adult kids ( which with no exaggeration , it nearly cost me my physical life here on earth !! which, at the time the surgeon said to me & confirmed how close it came, to me not being here & that I am one lucky lady ..which hit me between the eyes and in my heart and on a soul level, I was shaking all through my body.. could not stop crying for ages ) ...HUGE lessons learnt about taking care of my self, say no when need to , ask for help when I need to, let go of fear ( whether that is my big time fears of hospitals , needles , drugs, what is out of our own physical control etc etc ) , accept more.. that yes, there is a place in our world for both western medicine and natural medicine ( You see, being one of his children, I had the benefit due to my dad being a Naturopath, Iridologist, Sport Medical Therapist, Chiropractor, Herbal Medicine, when he was living his earthly life gave me an insight and an awareness of natural medicine ) All in balance of course :) Ohhh...by golly !! was I gobsmacked how far technology and the medical practices have changed heaps since I had our children in hospital Lol Ohhh... and cultivate more PATIENCE with oneself, ( as life along the way does teach us more of that Lol ๐) accept the situation ( even when we find it very challenging to do so), the experience,the process, the learning, the loss of independence and I kid you not !!! as I have not driven my car for nearly 3 yrs due to all the dif surgeries and procedures I had along with all the dif drugs !! Ooops... that's a lie think I did on two occasions & in so many dif ways, appreciate my health and well being that I have had and do have, Hey...I will be the first one to say to anyone, that we all are not perfect how we may conduct ourselves whilst living an earthly life , after all we are here on earth to live our lives and enjoy without harming anyone else ....though we all simply do what we can, bit by bit along our life's journey, appreciate the blessings regardless of how small one may think they are :) Well..it is a wonder I am still on planet Earth, as sometimes one does begin wondering why and what for Lol ๐คชโบ๏ธ All jokes aside though, yessums... I did need to go deep within, even more so and TRUST... did I say TRUST...yeah TRUST !!! easier said than done for any of us allow & accept ( again easier said than done at times ! ) what needed to be sorted out very physically , then process within body, mind and soul and therefore it has been awhile since me posting ( 2 year 11 months ) errrm...with this post I am posting... it sure makes up for my absence Bahahahah ๐คช and just to let you know, PLEASE DO NOT accept any requests for phone numbers or any information from my old page and the old readings page as recently my old Facebook profile page and my Readings page which was associated with it... all went AWOL due to hackers :(
So, therefore notified and reported to Facebook 2 or 3 times when an alert came up. Am not gonna lie, it got me very annoyed, angry to say the least, as it meant, I needed to create a new profile page and New Reading page and praying all my fam and friends were not getting hacked too ! So... for a day or so was really pi**ed off to the max and then decided I need to let this s**t and energy go ! Sooo.. went outside and meditated and let it go as best as I possibly could ...then started to create a new profile page and now today my Readings page :) So...onwards and forwards positively we go, gently ...gently ...as you will see because this is a new Readings page there is no client mentions or reviews of past clients experiences with their reading session ..So, I welcome any of you who have in the past, had a reading to please, if one feels comfy to do so, leave a mention or review, of course if you are ok with doing so and thankyou to each and everyone of you who do reconnect with me ...Much Love, Light and healing for you all and have a good week everyone ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐ซ๐โฎ๏ธโฏ๏ธ๐๐xoxoxo