12/07/2025
Sooo O true & do feel thankful & I get to enjoy another day, everyday moments in life which at times may seem basic & simple ! I embrace all of it as it has been my journey to where I am now so upon reflection I can see all the different ppl,places, experiences ( some quite scary, life threatening 😲 ) hurtfull etc etc though through it all realised too, I am not perfect in the way I may have conducted myself behavior wise or the spoken word, as I can be so truthful, blunt as a sledge hammer at times, when necessary and to not hurt another intentionally ever, though without realising it at the time... I was the messenger, and sometimes other ppl be that friends or family or society or experiences in life, which have brought me to my knees ..nope ankles...and swallowed up into the Abyss were my messengers to learn from and slowly slowly,with the support of some really special loving caring people ,accepting of me, warts and all , as depressed as I was , down and out for the count in all different ways in all areas of my life at that moment in my journey of life...were & are my Earth Angels 😇💗and also had and still have my spirit Angels in the spirit world ( Dad, Nana H & my Soul mum Carmel.. along with some dear friends & other family members who have already gone before me soo young 🥺😭🫶🧚♀️🌟) who left this earth plane and all of a sudden making their presence known to me clairvoyantly and clairaudiantly... are also messengers for one and through it all and whilst riding this roller coaster of life which is, sometimes a whole lot of fun & laughter and Wow ! times.. the flip side sometimes was not so fun lol 😔🫣 Some how within, have been able to keep my heart & soul full of love, even for those ppl throughout this lifetime ..whom have shot invisible darts of negative energy or spread untruths behind ones back though they did not realise I felt it all whether said to my face or not to my face.. I simply knew on an energetic intuitive soul level 🥺( whether they were aware of it or not aware that I already knew on the energetic level) which I always felt very deeply though simply remained true to oneself as best as without hurting another intentionally of course and accepted be that family friends work colleagues simply whoever ...they are here on my journey of life & I in theirs for the highest good of each one of us to learn the souls lessons and go fwd in love light and healing and for the greater good and not just verbalising it either ..doing as best as one can to heal ourselves a step at a time xoxoxo👍🙆♀️🙏😉☮☯️💖💫💖
