18/10/2025                                                                            
                                    
                                                                            
                                            The first time I felt truly torn between my human self and my spiritual self was shortly after my awakening.
At that time, everything was new — channeling, techniques, information. I was hungry to know more, to go deeper. Maybe you’ve felt this too — that insatiable desire to connect more deeply because it’s all so exciting and new. Since childhood, I’d always wanted to know more.
But with my first “torn” moment, something happened: my connection, my ability to channel, would sometimes fade for days. I would panic. I worried I’d lost it — that my connection to the Divine, to everything I had received, was gone.
In those moments I grasped at anything to help me “get back.” I felt lost. Alone. Desperate for someone to hold space for me — to meditate with me, to offer a healing session, or simply to reassure me I wasn’t broken.
If you’ve ever felt this too, please know: you haven’t lost your awakening. This is about trusting the process and what is unfolding for you. Integration isn’t loss. Your connection isn’t gone; it’s deepening. 🌿
I didn’t have someone to support me back then — but you don’t have to walk this path alone.
I’m here to hold space for you, to support you through Reiki, breathwork, massage, and healing sessions as you integrate your awakening. You’re not alone. 🌙💫
💌 DM ALIGN if you’d like to feel supported on your journey.