The Inner Limits

03/09/2023

03/09/23 - I had visions of the universe messing with my mind tonight and giving me an incredible visionary meditation experience. However, it was not to be, and the session was bereft of any substance.
I'm going to write an analogy of how I feel about the current state of my experiment. Imagine that over the last 18 months you had been learning a new language. You had been making excellent progress and all the rules of language and communication had been falling into place. Then, without the slightest hint of dementia or some other mind restricting ailment, you had lost all the ability to understand, speak and write this new language. In a way that is how I feel at this moment. Stumped.
This is why I have decided to back away from this until I devise a new experiment.
For all the insight that I have gained and all the powers of connection and deduction I admit to being completely flummoxed by my current state. Let me endeavor to explain.
There was a defining moment in my meditation sessions when this mental block happened. I will review my postings to check, but I think it's about 6 weeks ago. From memory, I was having a 'normal' session when suddenly everything stopped. In that session and the subsequent one I was able to deeply query my current state and receive some insight. Early on I deduced that I had been blocked. Was it something I said?? It is possible, as I remember getting some quite distasteful experiences coming through. This was a very strong impression upon me, this feeling of being blocked. I accepted it at the time and fully expected it to be a temporary issue. To date this has not transpired, and I am currently unable to connect and certainly cannot manifest in any shape or form.
At another level you should be aware that the meditation focus has markedly shifted. Whereas before, it was very much about making contact with other energy forms (people) it has become introvert and all about my experience. I am acutely aware of this and have to consider that this has some importance in my current state of being. You will remember that the original experiment was entirely focused on people trying to connect with me to retrieve three words by telepathy. That ran for 6 months and the level of activity at the end of it was so intense that I decided to continue the meditation sessions with a view to deliberately entering into the collective subconscious. The key difference in these two experiments is that in the first, people had a definite point of focus. In the second, there is no point of focus. As a participant you are expected to meditate and reach out within the space to connect with other energy forms. A big ask. And of course, there is no way to enumerate other people's experiences under these conditions.
So it is that this experiment, in its current form, has come to an end. I intend to collect all the posts over the last 18 months and make of them some type of record of the type of experiences one can expect when trying to connect with universal energy.
Until I announce the next experiment, I wish you all a happy and fruitful life. Regards Future.

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27/08/2023

27/08/23 - There are no results for tonight's meditation session. Yes, I was in the session for 70 minutes. The purpose of my weekly sessions was to enter the collective subconscious. I have had some amazing experiences but tonight was not one of them. I was not able to connect or even feel any energy.
There has been a gradual decrease in results, particularly over the last 2 months. I cannot offer an explanation for this at the moment, although I have my suspicions. I will elaborate on this next week if it becomes clearer. With that in mind, I have decided to end these sessions and the last one will be next week the 3rd of September. Until then, regards Future.

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20/08/2023

20/08/23 - There is not a lot to say about tonight's meditation session. It went quickly, the result of time compression. There was a couple of glimpses of energy which were very brief. One of these appeared ominous and set me into resonance. I was prepared for such an encounter and repelled it in no uncertain terms. Normally for me, resonance is a pleasant experience, in most cases being accompanied by euphoric states. Lately however they have been dark affairs.
As not too much was happening, I decided to remove the eye mask for the last 15 minutes of the session. The room has subdued light in it and I had my eyes open. This is how I have always undertaken my meditation over the years, until I began the telepathy experiment in 2022. From that time until now I have been conducting closed eye meditation, or with the eye mask as it allows me to open and close my eyes and remain in total darkness.I had forgotten how different this feeling was and I will attempt the next few meditations with open eyes. At this stage it's very hard for me to describe the difference. I hope to have more information in the coming weeks.
Until next week, regards, Future.

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13/08/2023

13/08/23 - What an interesting scenario I have to recount for tonight's meditation session.
I was constantly aware of energy generally floating around in my space. This lasted for the whole hour. It was not accompanied by any manifestation although I did manage a couple of glimpses, one right at the beginning and one at the end.
After I started the meditation, maybe 10 minutes into it, I had an uneasy feeling accompanied by an incredibly fleeting glimpse of something. I recall thinking, oh, this doesn't look good, think good thoughts! Well, nothing eventuated from that moment and the session continued normally. However, as time went on my legs began to twitch. A little at first but after a while it became annoyingly regular. These physical movements are quite involuntary. I recognized it to be energy in my space. This has happened many times in the last 18 months, and I wasn't overly concerned.
Towards the end of the session the leg twitching was beginning to spread to the torso, and I was in low level spasms. Although I was toasty warm my spine and legs were beginning to feel cold. I knew this sign and made a quick scan of all the energy in my space. (I should say at this point that the 'space' I am 'in' is actually limitless. I have access to energy from near and far, but unless I focus on it I may well not be aware of what is there.) The scan immediately revealed some very dark and foreboding energy. It was very strong. As soon as I realised this I had a manifestation of something I cannot really describe, but it was most unpleasant. At this point my body began to resonate. Normally this is a pleasant experience but I could feel the tension as this energy and my consciousness came to grips with each other. I had let my guard down from the start and was in a way being set up for a 'takeover'. I summoned what energy I could and verbally told this energy to leave and that there was no way that I was going to allow it to invade my physical body. This all happened very quickly. The feelings at the time were intense and I did realize there was a threat. It all ended well, shortly after that little episode.
This session was not frightening for me. It is a lesson, to be constantly vigilant.

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06/08/2023

06/08/23 - I didn't use any aids such as audio stimulation in tonight's session and was rewarded with so much manifestation content that it's not possible to remember it all.
It began immediately with 5 separate scenes from my memory. Each scene lasted around 15 seconds which is a long time in the land of manifestation. The scenes were random in that they were not front of mind memories and not something I would intentionally recall. In detail and quality of render, they resembled remote viewing. It was as if I was there! This was brought home to me on the last scene which was the face of a person I knew a long time ago. As that scene faded it morphed into a 'typical' manifestation of faces. The morphing continued with faces of an oriental character with an almost doll-like quality. This difference of texture highlighted the particular 'quality of render' of my typical manifestation. I cannot find words to describe this, but I'll try with an analogy. Remote viewing for me, appears as if you are standing there and observing in real time with a very real feeling of connectedness. Manifestations are like observing the scene through a window with the glass providing a level of disconnectedness.
In the whole session I was aware of a LOT of energy floating around. Mostly this was accompanied by colourful swirling. On some occasions there were strange machines, built with graphics in a see-through manner. All of this particular content was foreign to me. There was no description forwarded, as is sometimes the case.
Towards the end of the meditation the energy began to ramp up. My body suddenly became cold all over and was on the edge of resonance. My arms and legs became very twitchy. On two occasions, on an 'in' breath, the energy was so intense that I found myself pulling back. I find it very hard to control this reaction. I want to explore the possible outcome of these intense waves of energy, but my mind thinks otherwise. Offhand I'd say this reaction was part of a survival instinct.
All in all a highly intense meditation. Until next time. Regards Future.

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30/07/2023

30/07/23 - In tonight's meditation session I once again used the headphones with two tone generators set up on the computer. The frequencies I used were 65 and 70 Hz.

Apart from an early glimpse of a young female face there was very little activity until about 10 minutes towards the end.
Then, there seemed to be a sudden change of mindset and it really was as if someone had opened a door. Colour was prolific with much swirling and morphing of shapes. These shapes were all artistic in nature and based on circles, unlike the geometric and intricate designs I have seen previously.

I was not aware of any energy forms on this occasion, which is rather strange as visual manifestation is usually accompanied by impressions of energy. Although this session appeared bereft of a specific identity it was nevertheless a pleasant experience.

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Until next week, regards from Future

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23/07/2023

23/07/23 - Surprise, surprise. Yet another new experience. Tonight, was the opposite of last week in that I had a relaxing day with no drama. I used the headphones once again, with two tone generators set at 32Hz and 34Hz with a sine wave output that was barely perceptible.

Everything about this session was different. It began after about 5 minutes and came on very suddenly. It surprised me, as if someone had slapped me in the face. The switch had been flicked and I went from breathing and calmness to an explosion of activity. There was a woman whose head and shoulders filled my 'field of view'. She wore a space helmet! although I've never seen a helmet of this design before. I sensed that she was in a foreign environment but had no indication of where she was. I saw all her facial features in great detail. Even so, this was not a remote viewing but a manifestation.

This was followed by countless faces of men. All different sizes and angles. In my other facial encounters, the faces and heads seemed to morph into view around a singular point. Tonight, they were everywhere. I was having trouble keeping up with the visual content as several faces and heads appeared simultaneously. This went on for quite some time.

Throughout the session I experienced many floating sensations. This time I felt quite disconnected from the feelings in so much that I had absolutely no control over them. They would appear in waves, creating much energy in my physical body. This would cause much twitching of muscles but no resonance.

In the later part of the session there was a lot of white light manifestation. Superimposed throughout this light show were objects, the nature of which I am unsure and unable to describe. I was very aware of the energy being submitted by this white light.

A word in passing: For 18 months now, I have been recounting my experiences on a weekly basis after my meditation session. Along the way there have been various scenarios and objectives. I never expected to be relaying intimate information about manifestations and their nature. Several weeks ago, I came to realize that for all those people and institutions promoting meditation, it would seem that none are documenting what can occur during a session. Of course, it's going to be different for every person, but people should know that you don't have to be a guru to experience incredible things.
I shall leave you with this thought. I still find my experiences hard to believe when rereading my previous reports. If it wasn't happening to me in such a lucid manner, I would truly doubt my sanity. Regards Future.

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16/07/2023

16/07/23 - Tonight's meditation session was a non starter. I had a big job on during the day and must have been more tired than I thought. I failed to get into any space. An excellent example of how ones ability to meditate is directly affected by what has taken place immediately beforehand. If I consider the number of times that I would class as poor sessions then this one has to win the prize.
I may attempt another session during the week. Until then, stay focused. Regards Future.

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09/07/2023

09/07/23 - After last week's session I was extremely wired and although I retired to bed at 1230, I lay fully awake for 2 hours and could enter and exit a meditative state at will. Complete with manifestations. So too for most of this week. I was finding it very easy to enter into meditation even when I wasn't intending that to be the case.
For tonight's session I again used the headphones with 2 oscillators set at 50 and 54 Hertz. The audio level was set to just perceptible. For all practical purposes it was inaudible. As soon as I lay down and put the headphones on, I was able to see the room! Now, for all the times that I have deliberately tried to see the room during meditation, here it was. (dark room with my eye mask on, enabling me to open and close my eyes, even in a lit room and stay in the dark) The room was comprised of translucent layers with the ceiling and walls clearly defined, and nothing beyond that. Light was flowing in at random from all around the periphery of my 'vision'. There was no light, of course, but it sure was vivid and convincing. I spent some time marveling at this whole scene and wondering what type of effect this was.
All the manifestations tonight were highly intricate and square or rectangular in shape. All in color too. I'm putting this down to the frequency that I chose, 4 Hertz. It's well known that different frequencies produce differing patterns in moveable media. I was a bit reticent to use 4 Hertz as I know that around this frequency some people can feel nausea. Sure enough it happened to me on three occasions, and I had to think my way out of it. I didn't know if that would work and was prepared to abort the session if necessary. Happily, I made it through to the end.
I had no impressions of human or living presence all night, which I must admit is unusual. I'll keep an open mind on this and see what my next session brings. Regards Future.

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02/07/2023

02/07/23 - Before I begin on tonight's session, I'd like to recall a conversation with my son. We were on a video call, as he lives in a different part of the world, when he confided in me that he recently had an 'experience'. During a period when he was neither awake nor asleep, he had a 'dream' that he went to a 'place'. As he describes it, he was in a place where the ground consisted of very large squares, much like a chequerboard. His impression was of reality, in that he was aware of his surroundings and that he was not 'dreaming'. His question to me was, 'was that astral travel?'
The most fascinating aspect of this recount is that as a teenager in my early days of meditation this is exactly the place I went to when in a 'trance' state. Three of us would regularly meet and practice various skills. We would put ourselves into a trance and try and meet up within the 'space'. We never achieved that, probably due to our all going to a different 'place'. I would go to the flat plain marked out as a chequerboard while another went to a spot in the atlantic ocean where he floated above the waves. I have no recollection of where the third person went.
I cannot directly answer my son's question, but it brings up the possibility that we experienced the same outcome due to our genetic similarity. No data is available that I am aware of that describes this scenario. Could it be that as physical human beings our brains are programmed according to our genetic heritage?

On to tonight's meditation session. I decided to use the headphones as the last two sessions were lacking in substance. I have to mention once again that the outcome when using a stimulatory aid such as sound or light produces a different outcome. Like the difference when eating ice cream or jelly. They are both foods but taste different. The outcome is the same. If you eat too much of either, you may be sick! In this case I had the beat sound set to 5Hz. Even though the volume was low, the sound was all encompassing. There were times when all sound disappeared from my senses and other times when it was annoyingly loud.
As I have reported previously, the effect is immediate, and I was privy to a kaleidoscope of manifestations. Nearly all of these seemed to be some form of remote viewing. Having little experience in this area, I am unable to direct it. I did get to see various views of what appeared to be a home situation. A room with two people in it. They were speaking and generally interacting, although I could not hear any sound. These manifestations were very different from previous ones. I 'knew' this was a live room with real people. The detail and energy coming from the vista was intense. Coming back to the same room several times at different angles was quite an experience.
There were many other scenes which drifted into view, but they seemed to lose their intensity as time went on. Towards the end of the session, I was momentarily transported into my own room and saw the matrix of energy which comprises that room. If I could only know one thing this year it would be that. To see something on that scale and to instantly understand what it is. I won't be looking at the world in the same way from now on.
I began the meditation 15 minutes early at 9:15pm local time. I took myself out of meditation to discover that the time was 10:45pm. I had missed the timer by 15 minutes.
I am of the mind to refine the sound aid over the next two months to test its effectiveness. It looks promising.
Regards Future.

25/06/2023

25/06/23 - How fascinating. In tonight's meditation session I experienced a similar senario to last week. Although there was no substance to it, I knew I was connected and in deeply. Time compression was at work as the whole one-hour episode seemed to be far too short. I didn't feel the frustration of the last session and was at peace. Even now, as I write this, I feel connected within the 'space'. I am at a loss as to why this should be as there has been no changes in my lifestyle recently.
Still, my mindset is one of acceptance as I remember my mantra 'everything is as it should be'. This statement has served me well in understanding complex situations in our ever changing world. I expect it to deliver some meaning to the present quandary.
Until next time, stay focused. Regards Future
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18/06/2023

18/06/23 - Wow, what a fizzle tonight's meditation was. Really, right at the start I had three faces in clear definition. Then nothing.
It was exceptionally wierd with no amount of deviation providing a fix. There was something at work blocking me from getting out of the 'real world'. Even stranger was the restlessness that set in. From about half way through I couldn't keep still having to constantly move my body and legs to dissipate the excess energy.
During this week I will try again to ensure that what just happened is temporary!
Until then, stay focused, regards Future.

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