BPD Never the same day-

16/04/2025

Child says to mother
"Why mum, why did you put work before us? Why didn't you just say no?, why didn't you just get another job?"..

A question I often pondered on, 'why didn't I just say no'?

To ALL of it,from my own childhood to now.

All I could do was look at him, tears forming in my eyes I pulled him towards me and held him tight, " I'm so sorry baby, truly I am.

Already overwhelmed with everything he runs off in side, with me sitting there with so much guilt, as he's right why didn't I just say no. It's a simple word right?

03/10/2024

She didn't want much...
Sitting in the depths of her own mind,
Craving connection, though she wasn't looking for romance..
She wanted a friend, someone she could talk to with no judgement..
A place to feel safe..
To cry her tears that streamed down her face..
Some one to hold her tight..
As she fought the battles with in..
A person whom never felt the need to hurt her.
Like most had in her life...
A person whom could be there in the dark days...

19/02/2024