
21/09/2025
This 9 year has taught me so much.
My numerology number for the year was a 4, it was a time to ground.
My heart broke wide open in the beginning of the year and I was called to stop.
I was making plans and booking events to attend, only to cancel them.
I wasn’t showing up for me and my garden was no longer being nurtured.
I became anxious worrying if I stopped showing up, how will I ever go forward.
I would have to start again and that scared me.
The more I fought it and continue showing up for others, the stronger the whispers came.
I got sick.
I could no longer show up for others, I was drained, tired, exhausted and overwhelmed.
So I stopped.
I had no retreat or event in me.
Surrender was difficult at first, as I love to give and my passion is connection and helping others step into their power but I knew I had to surrender.
I did become a breath-work facilitator this year and I know I’ll get to share this gift in the future but it has been a huge gift for me.
It has let me shed, it has allowed me to soften into my femininity.
It has given me the power to shift.
Whilst I have a while to go, I am finally feeling ready to step into a new year, with new energy and new ideas for my business.
Journaling has been a huge part of this journey. Every day I sit, meditate, journal and trust.
I have found so much freedom in this stillness, a freedom I have never felt before.
I know the universe always provides and delivers, and I have been witness to that.
I will spend the next 3 months of the year, continuing on this surrendered path.
It has been a beautiful unfolding experience and I am grateful but not ready yet to step forward.
Thank you for those who continue to support me by purchasing from my business, you are appreciated.
In love always
Michelle Renee