17/11/2025
2025 has been a year of challenges, heartbreak, grief, learnings and rebuilds. But these two have remained, steadfast as the reason why I get out of bed every morning. Don’t get me wrong, parenting is hard. Bloody hard. Throw neurodivergence into the mix, in a world still set up for the (diminishing) majority and it’s next to impossible… sometimes.
The aim of the last few years has been to slow. And I don’t think it’s really clicked until these last few weeks. Perhaps what I had felt was the final unraveling of trying to live in a world not equipped to support my nervous system. But here, among the trees I feel it. The slow pendulum of time, knowing that I actually do control its tempo.
2026 will be different. We have shed the skin of the year of the snake and instead of feeling an intense gallop of the horse I will lean into its dynamism, heart and use my energy where it’s most useful. I’m excited. But not to the point where I make like a candle and burn out.
Thanks for joining me on this ride… my insta will now be less psychoeducation and more joy. More play. More me. ESNSE is evolving and so am I.