
03/08/2025
I often find myself yearning to be somewhere else, something that feels more like me. Being an American expat on Australian soil, this isn’t surprising.
I picture myself on beaches, faraway islands, in forests, living off the land, surrounded only by others that fill me with love, and leave me with only the most beautiful, if not contemplative thoughts.
I then I look at my reality, and I come back to that place where I remember that I love my house, I love my garden, I love all the things that I have manifested in my life. I love the healing work I have created and allowed myself do dive into, and invest in. Invest in myself, so I can bring real transformation to the world.
I look at my relationship, and the soft and forgiving dance we have built in our communication that allows us to navigate what life throws at us with respect, understand and grace.
I look at my 3 beautiful children whom we are teaching all the most important things in life, unconditional love, honouring their creativity and uniqueness, their autonomy, building confidence, forgiving oneself, and about the importance they play in this family, and eventually the importance they’ll play in the world.
There is always a greater plan, one that we don’t often get to fully see, and in that plan there is chaos, messiness, imperfection, challenges, growth, and the knowings… that wisdom that get’s unlocked from our bones as we navigate the everyday.
That wisdom is the gift, the most grounding and meaningful truths that we get to come back to in each moment, in every choice we get to make.
You also may feel that your life isn't really you, that there is some place or something out there that will fit the bill. But the knowing that has been unlocked in me, says that home comes from within, from your heart, and you get to choose, everyday, what feels like you, what is in alignment with how you are feeling and what you want for yourself. Little choices, that seem inconsequential will add up to big shifts that feel like you’ve done it… you’ve designed your life in a way that does feel like you, no matter where you put down roots.