23/03/2026
Sitting in the meditation hall in Vipassana in 2020 I was behind a woman who looked to be about 7 months pregnant. I was in awe at the idea of becoming a mother, and of taking the time to connect to self and baby so deeply. When the vipassana applications for March opened in December last year, something didn’t feel quite right about another 10-day-sit. I kept an eye out for alternatives, yoga retreats or shorter courses but nothing aligned. I then found a Zen Yoga Retreat centre in Maleny who offered ‘Rolling Retreats’ or what I called a ‘Self Retreat’ that was available to book any time - offering a zen meditation each morning, yoga class in the afternoon and shared dinner. The rest of the day/other meals was mine to spend/organise how I pleased.
I just got back from 4 nights in the hills, lapping up some much needed down time. It was difficult to slow down at first, showing me anxieties that are underlying in my nervous system without the constant ‘doing’ of life at home. I finished my novel, read a small biography on one half of the couple who run the centre, painted in the garden, journaled, sipped tea in silence, enjoyed presence with my body and baby, wandered through the gardens and the forest, smelt flowers, didn’t scroll on social media, practised yoga every day - classes and self led sessions, and napped after lunch! I figure it was potentially my last opportunity for some solid alone time I will get in a while, and it was very welcomed. I’m on the train returning home recharged and ready to finish my last month of work before maternity leave, feeling grateful I was able to make this vision a reality.