05/12/2024
The past three months have been an overwhelming experience for me, both as a yoga instructor and as an individual.
The more I learned, the more I realized how little I actually knew. It has been a journey of self-discovery. Since beginning my path as a yoga instructor in 2022, I’ve noticed a profound shift in my personality. These three months in Dharamshala have added even more depth to that transformation.
When I first started practicing yoga, I thought it was just a physical exercise—a series of postures. I still have to remind myself not to get too attached to the asanas or how I look while practicing them. Knowing something conceptually can be deceptive; it can make you feel as if you are already practicing it, even when you aren’t. Awareness, I believe, is what bridges the gap between knowing and truly embodying a practice.
I remember our teachers during training constantly reminding us that asanas are only a small part of yoga. Once you internalize that, you realize yoga extends far beyond the mat—it can be integrated into every action, every moment of your day.
While yoga offers practices of immense depth beyond the asanas, I’ve also found myself drawn to studying Buddhism. Growing up in Bhutan as a Buddhist, I was exposed to its teachings through my family, teachers, and various rituals. Over time, I began questioning the meaning behind these practices and their significance. That curiosity brought me to Dharamshala, where I immersed myself in as much as I could during these few months.
However, I’ve realized that three months of study is like a drop in the ocean. Meeting Buddhist scholars who have devoted their lives to these teachings and still find themselves exploring new depths has been humbling. I may not have answers to all my questions, but this time has planted seeds of familiarity in my mind that I believe will guide me in the future.
I now see myself returning here again and again in the years to come—to delve deeper into the essence of these ancient philosophies, practices, and teachings.