03/03/2022
2019- 2022
Raw!
To my Facebook Friends Thank you to those who have remained kind, loving and loyal, accepting ...connected. thank you, I love you.
I've lost a lot of people since 2019 ... I know what loss is ...but I think... thank you for creating space for those who are grateful & appreciative of me and for new amazing relationships & opportunities. Thank you for making me so strong that I now love me more than ever.
Lesson ... Always find the silver Lining.
Lesson... You can't love others until you love yourself.
Lesson ... People's behaviour is a reflection of their internal state ...not mine!
Lesson ... Just because someone fails to see my value doesn't diminish my value!
For those who didn't value our friendship/ connection and have backdoor deleted / blocked me or betrayed me & our friendship/ relationship ....thank you for showing me who you are ... I'd have never believed it if someone told me you'd do this!
Lesson ...Remember as you burn bridges you might have to cross that bridge again some day ... Life has a funny way of helping you out that way!
Lesson... what goes around, goes around ...goes around .... comes all the way back around! ... Ya....
The lies, betrayal, rejection, distrespect, cheating and plain meanness I've experienced since 2019 I can't even explain the pain, disbelief and sadness it has caused me. People I'd give my life for! .... People I've helped and loved unconditionally ... People I carry close to my heart.
Lesson... it doesn't matter how much you love people...they will do what they are going to do!
Not everyone has the same heart I have!!!
I look forward to opportunities and memories I'll be creating with those who have remained, loyal, loving and accepting - Thank you! I'm excited to meet the new people that show themselves as worthy of my time, love and energy.
Lesson : Don't knock a gift horse in the mouth.
I don't even know what's happening it's been so surreal.
I really hope this level of deep pain ceases and on the other side of it there's joy, peace and true love...
The kind of love that wins hearts and ends wars.
The big love that no one knows what to do with because they've never experienced it before.
Love that knows no boundaries!
May we all experience all 4 types of love rolled into one big love.
Philia, Eros, Storge and Agape.
Maybe just maybe, there's a way for us to all show more love to everyone and raise eachother up powerfully to know self love and treat others with the love that moves mountains heals broken hearts.
The pain of the world is so great I can barely stand the weight of it. It's enough to crack me right in half. In fact it's ripped out my soul and cracked open my heart and I've become someone I don't even recognize yet again.
Faith, hope and love but the greatest of these is
~LOVE~
LOVE J
Xo