08/16/2024
I believe the Universe is a mysterious, loving, benevolent Source of all that we are. Always with one goal in sight. To experience everything, which then assists us to remember who we are and to live in that energy. I believe in synchronicity and serendipity, fluid moments that bring us messages and insight on our individual paths.
This is by way of telling you about my personal spiritual journey of recent weeks. I was clearing up some saved videos etc. on my phone and found this podcast by Dana Pharant. I was her guest where we talked about branding and marketing for the unique and unusual.
But here's the thing. I've been going through some high level changes and it has not been an easy time. I've questioned everything I know, what I'm doing, who I've had in my life, you name it, it's been under the microscope. And in doing this I felt that I had lost my way. The work has been deep and trust me, there has been a lot of late night agonizing and many, many tears. Even as I write this my throat tightens in that familiar pain that had dogged me for years. The feeling that I'm not speaking my truth, that I'm still hiding who I am so that I do not get hurt, rejected, despised. It's a familiar feeling, one that I've struggled with thru therapy, mentors, spiritual guides, and gurus. And then? I'm handed this gift from the Universe.
In this video with Dana I listened to myself telling her who I am, what I believe, what I do with the gifts I have. And it is the bedrock of my soul, my faith.
I'm putting it here for anyone to watch, to listen, if you're so inclined. Understand that it was over 5 years ago so some things are no longer relevant and it is long. I don't know how to edit it, sorry.
I was confused for a while as I went thru this dark night of the Soul but I'm aware that that is part of the journey. The journey inward is fraught with twists and turns, dreams and nightmares to be parsed and inspected. The truth always becomes clear.The struggle is the journey. The lessons are the point. The outcomes with always move you forward. The way is the goal. If you want it. It's always your choice.
I invite you to watch the video. You'll see what you see thru your own perspective. It'll be different for everyone.
I'm taking a stand.This is me. It always has been. I declare, decree and decide that this is who I am, who I choose to be in this realm, this space, here and now.
If you want someone to hold space with you and for you as you move forward on your journey, reach out to me. This is my life's work.There will be a financial energy exchange of course but it won't break the bank. And the point for you is, are you worth it? I believe you are.
We're all just walking each other Home.
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