
07/01/2025
Hello everyone!
Long time- no posts! lol
Since closing the studio I’ve been having a hard time navigating how to support families in the same capacity. Before the studio I was doing all the same things but now it just feels different, and I think my heart was broken over closing and therefore my heart was just not in it the same way.
I got a job working at my local junior high as an EA, and for a while I picked up a job supervising massage student practicum. I loved both of those jobs but never made my soul and heart happy the way birth work does.
Summer is here, and I am no longer an EA, and I quit the massage school job. It was a lot trying to hold on to both jobs while also attending to Nurturing Roots. In the root of everything I found myself stepping back from birth work. Why? I’m not sure. But this summer I am going to narrow down my wants. Do I want to continue with Nurturing Roots in a new capacity or do I want to step back for a while longer, do I want to seek out another job position or be a stay at home mom and get everything here back in order. Since working at the schools, after 7 years of being at home and doing my hearts passion, I didn’t realize the gravity to which my home life missed me, how much my home life got neglected. Not necessarily my kids.. but the house, the laundry and everything else with it
I injured my foot back in April and had 3 weeks off work and even then.. I noticed a change in my kids. My oldest said - it was knowing I was home.. knowing that if he needed me, or needed a day.. he could take it without me scrambling to figure out work. It made it easier for him and that .. that my heart heard so loudly that it made it easy for me to be okay with not going back to the junior high come September, and I can feel birth work tugging at my strings..
I’m rambling now.. but I wanted to post here and say.. hello dear hearts. I’m here. Not gone. Just taking time. To figure out what best fits my soul, my heart and my family.
Anyways- I love you all and appreciate your unwavering support. 💕
-Shayna