07/29/2022
Soltara Healing Center] Grateful ♥️
So much happened in the last 6 months. Since my first ceremony, until now. I almost feel like I have lived 1 entire life.
I am in “awe” seeing how the lessons revealed at an experiencial level. I could never have planned or be ready for what was about to happen after I left Soltara.
If you asked me 6 months ago what was about to happen I would be frightened. But I didn’t know. Situations presented themselves. And, as they did, I had to make decisions and choices. So many thoughts. Amazing the mental blur as fear kicks in. But when I didn’t let fear control me. When I trusted. I managed to see clear. I made decisions with integrity aligned with my values. I had to put effort on connecting. I had to reach out to good friends. I didn’t let my fear contaminate my decisions. I managed to trust. I am grateful for ayahuasca showing me HOME is WITHIN. I trust myself.
You cannot get out of the jail of fear if you are not acknowledging it. You need to see your fear to able to transcend it. The real empowerment is the strength and courage to see the jail of fear we are sometimes in. We need to acknowledge our fears and get really honest with ourselves to transcend. Sometimes life doesn’t even let you escape or ignore fear. Sometimes you gotta face taugh very situations. And then realise that you actually can face amd overcome much more than you think. That you can trust. That you can do it.
Ayahusca showed me: “Trust, Play, No reason to be scared”
I the Universe presented these taugh experiences to finally feel in my core what ayahusaca was showing me. I feel more home within, that I have ever felt. I trust myself more than I have ever done. And I am very excited about what is ahead on this journey we called life.
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