01/28/2021
I haven’t always been this way...
•I have felt strong, but I have also felt completely hopeless and weak. I have been “on top of the world happy” but I have also been gasping for air, hyperventilating, crying in my shower, wondering if I’ll ever “snap out of it”. I have felt love, support, while surrounded by my friends, family and past loved ones, but I have also felt completely alone, misunderstood, ashamed and unworthy. I have found balance in my body and mind, but I have also been sick, malnourished, anorexic, bulimic, and self-loathing.
• I want to share this .. because the polarities are always changing for me. I still struggle. And the pain I felt and still feel is real. The memories, the experiences and the stories are real, and I am alive now trying to learn and grow from them. I don’t find this easy to share but I choose to, for the ONE person that needs to see this. You are not alone. 🤍
I know that my experience with depression, anxiety and mental illness is completely unique, but somehow maybe like so many others. All of our stories are important, no matter how it might “compare to another person’s”. Whether You share what is going on for You or not - you matter and it matters. And if You are struggling, right now.. or a month from now or years from now, there is help and there is hope.
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if this message gets to You.. it’s ok, not to be ok. For those that are struggling .. today or any day.. for those that had struggled.. for those that know someone who is struggling.. You are Not alone.