Blue Rayne Healing

10/13/2022

In meditation,
let go of all agendas and results.

Your only job is to be curious about what arises.

No need to avoid myself in meditation.
Thank you Jeff Foster (www.lifewithoutacentre.com)
...."Your crazy thoughts – just watch them.
Uncomfortable feelings – just breathe with them.
Cry with them. Laugh with them.
The part of you that hates meditation – be interested in it, too.
Instead of fighting it or ignoring it, welcome it into the vast field of You.

The child in you who can’t sit still.
Who wants to be somewhere else.
Who feels 'bad' for thinking thoughts and feeling feelings.
Who wants to run away into scary or bright futures.
Welcome him or her with open arms, in the present.

Meditation is a vast field of possibility.
Where you can meet all of yourself.
And fall in love."

- Jeff Foster

In meditation,
let go of all agendas and results.

Your only job is to be curious about what arises.

Make friends with each thought, sensation, sound, feeling as it appears.
Make friends with your inability to 'make friends', too!

Drench your disgust, your resistance, your frustration with awareness.
Don’t try and “get rid” of any aspect of your experience.

Your crazy thoughts – just watch them.
Uncomfortable feelings – just breathe with them.
Cry with them. Laugh with them.
The part of you that hates meditation – be interested in it, too.
Instead of fighting it or ignoring it, welcome it into the vast field of You.

The child in you who can’t sit still.
Who wants to be somewhere else.
Who feels 'bad' for thinking thoughts and feeling feelings.
Who wants to run away into scary or bright futures.
Welcome him or her with open arms, in the present.

Meditation is a vast field of possibility.
Where you can meet all of yourself.
And fall in love.

- Jeff Foster

10/06/2022

FORGET ABOUT ‘HEALING’

Some days,
you just have to forget
about ‘healing’.

You have to stop trying to feel better, trying to overcome your emotional wounds, or trying to be anywhere other than where you are.

You have to embrace the day as it is.

And you have to give yourself the most sacred permission of all:

To shatter.
To break.
To be an ugly mess.
To lean into a place of utter humility and powerlessness in yourself.
To cry out to the heavens, “I can’t do this!”

To admit utter defeat
in the loss of the life
you had imagined.

To crumble to the ground, lonely and hopeless and profoundly ruined.

To want to die, even.

And there, in the darkest places, in the blackness of the underworld, you may begin to rediscover... life.

And learn to love the beginnings. A sacred reboot:

A single breath.
The way the sun warms your face.
The sound of a tiny bird singing in the tree over there.
The raw simplicity of a single moment of human existence.

Hell has been transmuted, through love and patience.
You have discovered the wholeness in your brokenness.

You have given up your idea of ‘healing’,
and you have uncovered something
infinitely more healing:

Your authentic self.

Beautiful
and true
and utterly fu***ng unfixable.

- Jeff Foster

09/28/2022

*real & contains sensitive content* Im Coming Out---
On becoming THIS woman...

A realization occurred yesterday as I attended my annual physical with my (younger) female doctor.

Physicals and Pap tests may have been uncomfortable in the past but I never, ever imagined I would lay there apologizing for the ugliness I felt in my body & more specifically, my genitalia. I was embarrassed & felt horribly ashamed uttering, "ya, sorry about my stinky, 57 yr OLD, shriveled up va**na." and "I've gained a lot of weight" and ... "Are you sexually active?" she asks. Oh gawd!!!! and here I go confirming out loud for the first time in my adult life that I was not because of my shame.

Wait, what?! How did this happen?! When did this happen?!

I squirmed into position as instructed - "just scooch your butt down to the edge, place your feet firmly in the stirrups and... , and relax...." (Right?!) like I really needed instructions- I've done it enough times to know the drill !!!

I laid there, feet high in the stirrups wondering how the hell this happened.

?! How could I, an advocate for love, beauty & all things sacred, let this happen?!

Trust that your soul self WILL present everything to you in perfect timing and in a format you can hear -the exact moment you're READY to hear it. Time for me to revisit the Warrior Goddess Training materials that I was inspired to teach not so long ago but had not yet truly experienced what was to be brought forth through it.

To the other secretly hurting women that are experiencing the same- let's give new meaning to 'coming out of the closet' - not as the NEW me but ,rather as ME. Just me. Embracing my I AM.
Thank you for the reminder Lynn Reilly.

Imagine a Woman in Love with Herself~~
Imagine a woman who believes it is right and good she is woman.
A woman who honors her experience and tells her stories.
Who refuses to carry the sins of others within her body and life.

Imagine a woman who has acknowledged the past’s influence on the present.
A woman who has walked through her past.
Who has healed into the present.

Imagine a woman in love with her own body.
A woman who believes her body is enough, just as it is.
Who celebrates her body’s rhythms and cycles as an exquisite resource.
Imagine a woman who embraces her sexuality as her own.
A woman who delights in pleasuring herself.
Who experiences her erotic sensations without shame or guilt.

Imagine a woman who honors the body of Goddess in her changing body.
A woman who celebrates the accumulation of her years and her wisdom.
Who refuses to use her precious life-energy disguising the changes in her body and life.

Imagine a woman who has access to the full range of human emotion.
A woman who expresses her feelings clearly and directly.
Who allows them to pass through her as gracefully as a breath.

Imagine a woman who tells the truth.
A woman who trusts her experience of the world and expresses it.
Who refuses to defer to the thoughts, perceptions, and responses of others.

Imagine a woman who follows her creative impulses.
A woman who produces original creations.
Who refuses to color inside someone else’s lines.

Imagine a woman who names her own gods.
A woman who imagines the divine in her image and likeness.
Who designs a personal spirituality to inform her daily life.

Imagine a woman who refuses to surrender to gods, gurus, and higher powers.
A woman who has descended into her own inner life.
Who asserts her will in harmony with its impulses and instincts.

Imagine a woman who is interested in her own life.
A woman who embraces her life as teacher, healer, and challenger.
Who is grateful for the ordinary moments of beauty and grace.

Imagine a woman who authors her own life.
A woman who trusts her inner sense of what is right for her.
Who refuses to twist her life out of shape to meet the expectations of others.

Imagine a woman who participates in her own life.
A woman who meets each challenge with creativity.
Who takes action on her own behalf with clarity and strength.

Imagine a woman who has crafted a fully formed solitude.
A woman who is available to herself.
Who chooses friends and lovers with the capacity to respect her solitude.

Imagine a woman who refuses to diminish her life so others will feel better.
A woman who brings the fullness of her years, experience, and wisdom into each relationship.
Who expects others to be challenged and blessed by her presence in their lives.

Imagine a woman who assumes equality in her relationships.
A woman who no longer believes she is inferior to men and in need of their salvation.
Who has taken her rightful place beside them in the human community.

Imagine a woman who refuses to use her precious life-energy managing crisis and conflict.
A woman whose relationships deepen in satisfaction and contentment without depleting her.
Who chooses friends and lovers with the necessary skills to navigate through the challenges of life.

Imagine a woman who values the women in her life.
A woman who sits in circles of women.
Who is reminded of the truth about herself when she forgets.

Imagine a woman who has relinquished the desire for intellectual safety and approval.
A woman who makes a powerful statement with every word she speaks, every action she takes.
Who asserts to herself the right to reorder the world.

Imagine a woman who has grown in knowledge and love of herself.
A woman who has vowed faithfulness to her own life and capacities.
Who remains loyal to herself. Regardless.
Imagine yourself as this woman.~

~Patricia Lynn Reilly, Imagine a Woman in Love with Herself

06/04/2022

03/20/2022

💫

☀️BLESSED Equinox☀️

In the Northern Hemisphere we celebrate Ostara, Spring Equinox and in the Southern Hemisphere, Mabon or Autumn Equinox. It's time to honor Harmonization and Communion that supports the Creation Cycle🌀

🐍With Ostara, the serpent who has been gestating in the Great Womb is about to birth and uncoil from the tender embrace of the Cosmic Egg of Creation.

It is here in this sacred portal where new life arrives that the polarities of Masculine and Feminine coalesce into Sacred Union.

Resurrection awaits after the death and trials of the Underworld. The Maiden stands at the Threshold as the Wheel of the Year turns to meet you in your Divine Origins and align you with the visions and dreams encoded in the blueprint of your Earthly Life.

🌸This is the Precipice of Newness. The Sun is rising, coaxing your cells forward to the Light.

This may be internal. This may be external. This may be something you have prayed for some time and it may be a surprise to you.

🐍The serpentine wisdoms of Ostara, Inanna, Ishtar, Astarte, Isis, and Asherah - the Great Mothers - who have been nourishing this Egg, prepare for your rebirth and rejoice as Eros awakens, enlivening your Spirit into form.

Spring is Afoot! Can you feel this nudging, yearning, movement towards the yolk of the Egg - that which is the Sun that regenerates life?!?

Spend some time today with the Sun. Giver and Nourisher of Life.

💜Holy Love as the Wheel of the Year soon turns,
Ameya

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03/14/2022

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02/03/2022

Oh so tired!

"Grandma, I'm tired. So tired of this life..."

"Take your tiredness, my child, and wrap it around yourself. Like a blanket in the cold winter months. Tiredness comes to make you a nest, to bring you to wear comfortable clothes, to make you sink into its warm embrace. I invite you to stay within yourself. Without strength, without thoughts, without actions. Like the snow that covers everything to soften the world, to make it muffled, to protect it from noise. Accept the flakes of your tiredness and let yourself be completely covered by them."

"I could die buried under there..."

"You will be reborn instead. Like the seed in the ground. Do not resist your weariness, do not reject it with a thousand actions, a thousand intentions, a thousand feelings of guilt. It just wants to take you by the hand and lead you to sink into the void. Right there, where the source of every inner strength lies. They taught us to be strong by resisting. But it is in surrendering that the true heroes emerge."

"I'm afraid, grandmother. What if fatigue will annihilate me?"

"My child, you are not afraid of tiredness but of losing control of yourself. The time has come for you to give yourself to life. And to generate together with it the most wonderful children: the fruits of your soul!"

~Elena Bernabè.
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01/31/2022

01/17/2022

⭐️ HAIL THE REBIRTH OF VENUS AS THE MORNING STAR! Venus’ heliacal rise in Capricorn today (in many parts of the world) activates her new synodic cycle - the 2nd petal of her 5 petaled Celestial Rose Pentagram created by her orbit over 8 years.

🌹 Venus’ Morning Star Warrioress Energy, Embodiment & Expression ignites potent possibilities for self & for our world! The Capricorn Venus Goddess emerges as the stabilizing, dependable and committed energy of the Wise Elder, Crone, Sage, Wise Woman, Matriarch.

⭐️Venus rises near Vega (closest in 104 years), the brightest star in the constellation of Lyra, that was the North Star in 12,000 B.C., connected to the lyre harp of Orpheus and the felines. Lyran Starseeds are the oldest souls in our galaxy who seeded to Sirius and were the first souls to Lemuria and Atlantis. From my experiences in Egypt, specifically at the Stargate of Abydos, I feel that Lyrans created technology of harmonic space/time travel.

🌹As a Soul Family, we are being graced by Lady Venus & the power of Vega with the opportunity and sacred responsibility to relink to the prolific strength, courage, support and wisdom of our ancestors. This Venusian cycle heralds the reactivation of the dormant gifts within our DNA from our blood and star lineages, specifically within the matriarchal lines and feminine energies to embody and ground ancient wisdom into our modern world… To create rituals, rhythms, systems and infrastructures for anchoring the frequency of Love on Earth, to benefit of All.

⭐️How can you be a bridge for the ancient & the future?
⭐️How will you embody Morning Star Venusian energy?
⭐️What inspired action will you take?

🌹Mythologically, it is now that Inanna places her ear to the Great Below. She hears the call of Ereshkigal and begins to prepare herself for Initiation to descend through the 7 gates to Kur, the Underworld.

⭐️ If inspired to learn & embody Venusian Wisdom, I welcome you to Priestesses Rising, our 3-part online Rose Path Devotional. Get immediate access here: www.priestessesoftherose.com/priestesses-rising

Morning Star Blessings,
Achintya

12/26/2021

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12/08/2021

Intuitive Update: December 2021

I welcome you to this Intuitive Update in support of the timeless realizations and heartfelt relief you so deserve. As we begin, it is important to remember the reality you see playing out in front of your eyes always acts in accordance with the Law of Polarity. Since polarity is a balancing of opposites, it is essential to know:

An uprising in hatred, violence, and fear represents a collective healing process that inevitably makes more room for mindfulness, courage, and empowerment to dawn. Amplifications of greed and injustice set the stage for greater unity, equality, and justice to rise from the ashes of all that is being illuminated by the light of consciousness. Even when it seems as if judgment surrounds you, it is an opportunity to recognize the playing out of judgment as how old paradigm patterning burns itself out, creating more room for diversity, appreciation, and oneness to shine.

May the Law of Polarity remind you how everything has an opposite counterpart, where darkness evolves into light and never goes backwards. From this space of remembrance, you are better able to focus on the healing of your body, support the expansion of your light, and nurture the regulation of your nervous system, without over-giving, people-pleasing, or disrespecting the value of your personal boundaries.

As you may have already begun experiencing through the second half of November, this emotionally-blustery season invites an even deeper hibernation phase in order to give the Universe, your team of angels, and healing guides the time and space to help you up-level into greater 5D alignment. While this time in a pandemic may have given you a chance to be more still, this invitation escorts you into deeper levels of stillness and presence by asking you to spend less time distracting yourself with any form of repetitive behavior. For each of us it may be different: it might be spending less time scrolling on social media or swiping on dating apps. For others, it could be less consumption of intoxicants such as alcohol, ma*****na, and plant medicine ceremonies. Perhaps it means less binge-watching on tv or spending hours playing games online.

To help you enter into your next level of empowered embodied presence, you may ask yourself: what are the repetitive things I do to distract myself, numb myself from pain, and avoid despair? While such a question can feel like shaming to the ego, it is simply an objective line of questioning to help you awaken any groggy parts that have sought a false degree of safety in tendencies of avoidance. Because 2022 will be an acceleration into 5D living, the Universe is helping you build momentum for your most incredible expansion by helping you settle, be still, and to remember how precious this time of preparation truly is. It is a pivotal time to focus on all we truly have, instead of fixating on anything we lack or wish we had.

As a way of helping you settle into yourself at an even deeper level and to cut cords with the repetitive habits that keep you hooked into 3D patterning, this may be a time for sensing uncomfortable distance between you and others. You may experience breakdowns in communication, being ghosted by people and not knowing what occurred to cause it, as well as the ending of relationships created from your core wounds that are finally ready to be healed. The key during this time is to reach within yourself as your sacred space holder, instead of zoning out through technology or hiding your pain in compulsive patterning and toxic relationships. Because the ego lives in extremes, it’s easy to get overwhelmed by the amount of change you may notice is necessary. And yet, because you are guided along by an infinitely wise and loving Universe, you neither have to do everything all at once, nor use that as an excuse to deepen attachments to 3D patterning.

Perhaps it begins by setting your intention by saying:

"Dear Beloved Universe, thank you for working through me, clearing away all disempowering patterns, so I may face myself directly, love myself completely, and learn to see others through the wisdom of compassion. Thank you Beloved Universe for helping me reclaim my power with love and joy as living blessings in support of the greater good of all. And so it is.”

Since the Law of Polarity helps you see the December hibernation phase as an opportunity to clear old patterning and build up momentum for an ever-higher catapulting into 5D reality, it also helps you de-personalize the actions of others. While each character has a personal narrative explaining why they believe they act as they do, each character is moved in and out of the orbit of your life, solely to help create the exact environment of conditions to assist you in the deeper evolutionary work of your soul’s journey.

Just as I have confirmed with the Universe, I can assure you there will come a time in the not-too-distant future where a life once resembling a ghost town of social interaction will be filled with more members of your soul family, as well as versions of each character that better match the light continuing to awaken and expand within you. Since time in isolation either creates opportunities to break down and break open or be further buried by despair, this December hibernation phase acts as a chance to shake off any degree of disempowerment or tendency to self-medicate that may have been used to soothe yourself throughout these uncertain times. The key is not berating or belittling yourself for the patterns at hand, but instead to get excited about who you are ready to become and to use the remaining calendar year to bring the newest you forward for the timelines you are choosing for 2022 and beyond.

As the Universe invites a more embodied relationship with stillness and presence by moving the distraction of others further away, it is a sacred time to:

Find more satisfaction in having less instead of pursuing more.
Anchor gratitude for all you have and who you are becoming.
Release attachments to overconsumption and repetitive behavior.
Spend more time in nature to balance out time absorbed in technology.

Stabilize emotional highs and lows with breath work and self-love. It is important to remember, the ups and downs of energetic stabilization can make you feel like a few different characters living within one body. All unfolding during a time when so many of us are craving the connections we will have in the new year, it truly is a time to be more gentle with ourselves than ever before. As we each take the time to envision which version of self will exit 2021 and enter the new year, more aligned in truth and centered in light than any time before, we accept the invitation sent from Source to use this time to truly get to know ourselves beyond our judgments, desires, grudges, ambitions, and regrets.

For added support during this time, please join me and the All For Love global community for a very special group healing event this Saturday. While it celebrates the annual holiday spectacular we do each December, this event will be a remarkably powerful healing event for those wishing to shed many dense layers of core wounding and enter 2022 as a brand-new you. This event will include many powerful clearings, activations, and some holiday inspired teachings to help you make this shift with ease and joy instead of overwhelm and fear.

To reserve your space at this Saturday’s event, which comes with free replays for those unable to attend live, please visit: https://tickets.brightstarevents.com/event/holidayspectacular

From my heart to yours, thank you for being a part of this global evolutionary shift and for helping others remember the light they shine by loving yourself more, not less, no matter how anyone else seems to be.

All For light. All for life. All For Love,

Matt Kahn
www.MattKahn.org

11/25/2021

Please join me to awaken a renewed depth of freedom in all areas of your life. I'm so excited to share with you access to this Total Living Freedom 3-day retreat in its entirety, please go to: https://mattkahn.org/total-living-freedom1/ ❤ ❤ It is a wonderful way to balance and recalibrate the overstimulated nervous system.

All for love,
Matt ❤

11/17/2021

'This is why everything is the way it is ' Thanx Matt

09/26/2021

instead of...

Instead of trying to silence your mind chatter, simply love the one who wants to chat.

Instead of trying to shift your feelings, just love the one who can’t stop feeling.

Instead of trying to resolve each fear, simply love the one who’s always afraid.

Instead of trying to not take things personally, just love the one came here to make life personal.

Instead of trying to prove your worth, simply love the one who feels worthless, lost, ashamed, and alone.

Instead of trying to leap forward in evolution, just love the one who feels left behind.

Instead of having something to prove, simply love the one who came here to play.

Instead of bossing yourself around and measuring your progress through spiritual obedience, just love the one who refuses to listen.

Instead of trying to believe, simply love the one in doubt.

Instead of trying whatever you attempt, just love the one who needs permission to be.

Whatever arises, love that. This is the way of an awakening heart.

All For love,

Matt Kahn

www.MattKahn.org

08/16/2021

And breathe 💜

Despair is not you giving up on you. It’s the ego beginning to let go, giving you the brand new opportunity of getting to know yourself beyond the threshold of conditioning. Since you have spent more human time in conditioning, and because awakened consciousness always exists as a timeless reality, you will go through what feels like an existential death, as you grieve the patterning being healed that can feel like the end of you.

While so many dream of the day such patterning will be gone, the moment it actually begins to dissolve feels more like death and despair, as an unlikely foreshadowing of rebirthing in progress. This is why you are here learning to hold loving space for such a sacred process. With nothing to chase away, dismiss, or deny and everything to honor and embrace, the beauty of your newly-awakened consciousness blossoms at the rate in which your heart feels safe enough to open.

All For Love,

Matt Kahn
www.MattKahn.org

07/03/2021

“You don’t get to bypass your anger and your rage, and call yourself peaceful in your avoidance. Your ability to feel anger or rage is not an accident. On the contrary, it is a great gift.

Rage is an intelligent fire. It is infused with its own magic, and born of love. And we need this intelligent fire to unfreeze ourselves from the glaciers of time.
Rage is not innately ugly. That which summons it, usually is. The platitude Love is all there is does not also recognize that if this is so, then all things must be born of the One Love. So how do they become so distorted and painful on their ways down from eternity to the nitty-gritty human experience?
Rage is not hate. Hate emerges from rage not recognized, responsibility not taken, the projection of blame for one’s own suffering onto others who are not to blame.

Rage places responsibility where it belongs. Rage recognizes what our part is in our suffering. Rage also recognizes when we are carrying the responsibility that belongs with someone else. Rage refuses to carry the inappropriate burden of the choices made by others. Rage fights back for a change that creates balance and justice. Rage is not the great punisher, but the equalizer and the liberator.
If you do not walk through the fires of your rage, or you do not admit that rage lives within you, you cannot find the dancing prayer that opens the gates of The Wildness.

You will have too many holes burned into your vessel. If you cannot hold it, you cannot experience it, and it will not free you, so you may not enter.
You will attempt to howl at the moon in all her glory, and your breath will escape from the hole in the back of your neck, or on the right side of your chest or out of your belly. You will wail and remember that your rage cannot be nearly as terrible as is life as a piece of swiss cheese.

Without your intelligent fire, parts of you will remain cold and isolated, separate from the hearth and home at the core of your being. They are there because you thought they were compromising your survival. But you can see now, can’t you, that without them survival is as good as it gets, and you want to thrive?

So find that rage, that intelligent fire, and call your children home. Release them from the bindings of blame and shame that is not theirs. Thank them. Welcome them. Feed them. Light up the night sky. Become whole, and let your rage be cleansed of guilt and shame, so it is given back its holy shine.
Rage can protect the innocent. Defrost the frozen, traumatized parts of your experience. Defend the sacred, the wild, and the natural. Rage can inform peace, but it won’t bring us all the way. No, for that you need everything you are. But without your rage, you won’t be able to retrieve yourself and become whole enough to find out.
Your journey is epic.
You are a miracle.
The Wildness is howling for your return.
Bring your rage with you.”~

~Alison Nappi

https://www.facebook.com/alisonnappi.author

06/04/2021