02/03/2025
Autism can look like this 👆 (continued from previous post)
I’m not sharing this personal information for attention. Trust me, I would rather not have much attention! I am sharing this because I cannot believe how little I knew about autism in women.. like, to the point that I was floored when it was even suggested. I’m hindsight, I knew not much more than diddly-squat about it. I’m learning quickly that I’m not alone, as both a clinician and a patient.
I have struggled and suffered a lot, and so have my loved ones in their efforts to understand and support me over the years. Reflecting on my life with this new understanding of myself has led to a profound sense of clarity and self compassion that I have never before been able to access. The validation this has brought me and my family is difficult to put into words.
I am one of countless women who have waited until mid life to finally receive the acknowledgment and support that comes with diagnosis. It has been estimated that 80% of women with ASD are undiagnosed at 18 years of age. If sharing my story can help another woman or person with autism make this connection and live a better life, then I am willing to get vulnerable on this platform.
I have yet to post about the fact that I am on leave from practice, which I shared with my patients late last fall. I want to acknowledge that this leave is to recover from autistic burnout, and although this is a health crisis, I am going to be okay.
Stepping away from patient care for a prescribed period of rest with no end date has been difficult and emotional, but now that I am here, I feel incredibly grateful to be seen, supported and loved. I am seriously catching up on sleep, creative hobbies and time with family. I’m channeling my passion for healthcare into studying ASD in women. Without the connections I’ve made through my Mental Health Fellowship with I wouldn’t have come to this place of clarity.
I plan to post more about all of this in the weeks and months ahead, but right now I’m off to celebrate my birthday, the beginning of Part Two and the next 42 years.🥂 🎂 💋
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