06/17/2025
Astrology.
I have been delving deeper into my Astrology Birth Chart recently.
I find this modality of getting to know ones life path as extremely eye opening, and so informative. It doesn't spell my future out for me by any means, but it definitely helps me understand and put into words the abstract, inner knowing's and feelings I have always had about myself, about who I am meant to be to serve the world.
I have known for a while now that one of my biggest hurdles I am to overcome in this life stems from 'being seen'. I have never had the words to explain why I struggle with this, but I have struggled. I know in my soul that I have always been meant to be seen. So I can inspire and help others on their paths. From the darkness to light. It has been my inner calling for many many a year now. I just have yet to ever figure out how this looks for me.
Through Astrology I found out some pretty interesting things about myself.
I have a 5th House Stellium - Sun, Mercury, Mars, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, North Node, and Lilith are all in my 5th house.
Which I have found out means that I am built to be seen. My life path is meant to shine creatively and spiritually in the public eye.
Which is amazing, thank you astrology for the confirmation that I have always needed, yet I know I never needed - but validation is always nice.
HOWEVER - my Chiron placement is in Leo....
Chiron in your birth chart, from my learnings, is known as 'Your Wounded Healer". It holds deep insight into your core wound and the potential for profound healing and wisdom.
At the heart of Chiron in Leo is a deep sensitivity around being seen, appreciated, and truly recognized for my unique gift.
Which means in order for me to flourish in my souls path I have to move through this heavy Chiron in Leo energy to do it. I have to move through and heal what I am most afraid of. My soul's wound is also my greatest gift, essentially.
Which is honestly something I didn't except. I truly thought I just hadn't found the right way for me to be seen by the world. Turns out, it is because I have to actually heal it.
Talk about surprising, and yet, not surprising at all. Why I have never thought that it was something I needed to heal? Beyond me.
But as it turns out, it is.
So, here I am. Healing it. By doing it in a simple, yet powerful way because not everything has to be done in a huge grand gesture. As much as our ego's tell us that grand gestures will be a *cure all* and immediately solve our problems, they don't.
[Well, not always, but sometimes they can definitely help]
Posting on my own social media is a way I am healing this visibility wound of mine. It provides my words to be out there in the world, and doubles as an accountability tool for myself.
If no one reads this - that isn't the point. The point is to start energetically aligning myself, so I can manifest everything I know is already mine.
To be able to do everything I know I am meant to do, I need to align myself.
This is a beautiful aligned actionable step for my goals, it helps heal me and will do so many different things for me that I have yet to put into words.
I am excited to truly start healing this part of me, and not just stay sitting in my own comfortable madness hoping for the world to see me when I am actively hiding from it.
I have stepped out of being in my unhealthy comfortable zone era and I am ready to be truly seen.
**Queue Optimus Prime giving an inspiring speech and Linkin Park starts playing energy**
