Celestial Firebird Healing

02/11/2025

I plant hope in the soil of my struggles, waiting for it to bloom. 🌸

10/29/2024

Halloween / Samhain is in just a few more days.🎃
As a youth we were taught that this time of year is where the dimensions of the dead and the living are thinned.

You may have more vivid dreams, see more unexplained movement out the corner of you eye , recollect or reminisce those who’ve gone. Maybe you just feel much more tired and slowed down.

And this is ok.

During this time energy is shifting. The summer is dying. And we are about to enter a time of no time. The time between Samhain and yule( solstice) is considered a space of reflection. A time of no time.
A phase where the sun is weakening more and more , noticeably shorter days quickly passing by. And the majority of light you’ll see is the glittering of moonlight on the snow . As the moon cries down her sorrow and shares with us her loneliness as she awaits the return of the suns strength with us.

This is a time where we set out an extra plate with food on it, for the ancestors to share in a meal with us. Make time to remember them. Talk to them like maybe they can hear us.
Say goodbye .

The dressing up, was once done to mingle with the dead. To make them feel at ease and walk them to the edge of town so they would be collected by they who gaurd the under world, and taken to rest .

Treats were given to prevent tricks:) as you didn’t know if it was the living or the dead come to visit. And you wanted to send them on their way in good spirits. Ha ! Spirits…

Feasting was done as this was the end of the harvest season and honestly, you worked hard. And who knows if you’ll make it to spring. Take the opportunity to indulge in dance and feast on delicious foods and laugh with those you love, for who knows what changes would come by the time the land was flourishing again and the world was warm..

So reflect on the year gone by
Remember and set food out for the dead
Release the old year
Dress as the dead and bring them ease as you lead them to where they’re meant to go.
Feast, dance, sing and laugh.

And spend the time from now, to solstice to cleanse yourself of the old year and ready yourself for the new year to come. What will you inspire and manifest and make true into your life when the sun comes back and brings the hope and growth of the seeds you’re going to plant for your life?

08/14/2024

The adage that,’ hurt people, hurt people’, is inaccurate.

Hurt people, hurt.

Hurting others is one of many ways someone expresses pain and cries to be seen.

I don’t agree with it. But it is what it is.

There are hurt people who protect others, hurt people who curl up in a small corner of their own world and stay to themselves, hurt people victimize themselves before others and seek pity, hurt people who lie, and hurt people who empathize strongly with the wounds of others.

People hurt.

And how they express that hurt, is a choice, of self reflection, will, worth, and experiences that shape the capacity to which they deem necessary to feel safe and have a sense of autonomy over a life that they don’t accept responsibility for or power over.

People who hurt others seek power and control they feel was taken from them in some way, managing in doing so, to continue giving that power away freely.

We have power. Scary and daunting as that is.

One chooses to remain in a state that feels safe to live in. Rather than take steps outside the narrative of experiences and live the way they wish. To take responsibility for the way their life moves forward, due to fear of uncomfortable changes inside them selves. Fear of how others will react, and how that will affect them. Thus, continuing to give away that power they seek, to be happy and stand confident in their lives.

In the end, hurt people don’t simply hurt people. It’s an excuse we give others, to justify their actions in hurting others. And in doing so, we instill patterns of belief as a society that it’s ok because they too are hurting.

Like the saying that, boys who hurt a girl have a crush, it’s not the case, it’s a way for adults to cloud over and avoid bullying, because it’s uncomfortable or distracting. It’s a choice. It perpetuates justifying hurting others as a therapy technique that has to be bearded with for the sake of the one doing violence.

Hurting others is a choice born of ignorance and a lack of accountability from society and self.

And it creates an understanding that it will be tolerated, and is a normal thing to expect from others and accept.

It’s a lack of self. A lack of will, and a lack of understanding oneself and others.

07/29/2024

Making copper rings and bracelets ☺️❤️

Working on some antler stuff too❤️☺️

What do you think? Want some?!

06/03/2024

Did you know that in some cultures, the act of braiding and wrapping your hair was a sign of peace, wisdom, power and connection?

Many across many cultures and beliefs believe that the hair is like an antennae that connects us to the energies of the world around us. And that by binding it neatly and respectfully, we not only keep our energy to us, not losing hair and its power to the earth of passers by, but also protect ourselves from negative energies .

Some also believe that when we have negative energy ourselves, that we can trap it in the hair and thus it can’t touch us. we can cleanse those energies after we have sat with them in our hair. That they will have weakened and can be worked out from us.

Some studies have shown evidence of physical and intuitive strength when the hair was long. As if those with long hair were in better touch with the world around them and had uncanny intuitive connection they showed in their skills contrasting those with short hair. When those same individuals had their hair cut, it was as if they had lost the ability and near supernatural intuition and connection they’d shown before .

In phases of my life when the world was so big and my ability to feel everything was a burden, I would cut my hair. Doing so I would not only feel lighter, but I would feel ‘LIGHTER’ , as I was able to focus just on my own feelings and the energies of the world were just that little bit removed. And I notice this a lot with people I speak to.

Binding the hair can also show self love. The act of calmly and purposefully weaving intention into your hair and protecting it and thus yourself. Consciously making choices in healing and maintaining the self and your connections.

Wrapping the hair is again done for many reasons in many cultures. often it is of protection and respect. Depending on what you wrap with , you may also be connecting to the energies and spiritual representations of the creature or plant you wrap with .

05/19/2024

I just can’t seem to find a filter or lighting that’s ‘right’ but as part of my horse ‘feelings of attachment ‘series.

Here is ‘fluid rigidity’

The notion that at the end of your rope when all that you’ve poured into something, amounts to you standing as a statue , cold and tired, you may lift your head to the lights in the sky and feel the weight of everything pulling down on you. But where there is darkness and sorrow, there are seeds for light and growth. Laughter to counter the tears.

We set ourselves down in expectation that something will be worth it. Before we eventually understand that WE were worth it, and we come to a peak where we must decide if we are to sit in our accommodation and rigid acceptance, or if we are to break out of the situation holding us down , be it our own or otherwise, and wash off the deep sorrow, using the tears we have shed to water a new light, or if we will continue to use them to secretly water the growth of others whom may never know. While we diminish beneath a dream we may never dare to touch…

05/08/2024

Dod you know that toxins build up in the body in many ways?

Not just from our food and environment.

Toxins build up in our bodies through our emotions and experiences as well.

These can come by way of chemical imbalances in the body and surges of hormones and cortisol,

Energy stores memory in the body ,

And often when we recall emotional memory, we remember through the feelings of uncertainty, shame, sorrow, anger and lack of safety,

This causes the body to remember and have a fresh new batch of stress hormones flushed into the body

Often sending the person into a internal fight/flight/freeze/fawn state

This can be not only retraumatizing, ,

But can leave a person feeling defeated, numb and embarrassed, or ashamed that they’re feeling this way over something they thought they let go of

The thing is, this is a normal response to trauma.

What we need to do is find ways that are safe and validating to release some of that build up tension , understand what the energy is telling us,

soothe the emotional channeling

And replace it with changed feelings through new experiences and make that emotion feel like it’s heard

Each person does not need the same magical potion …

Every individual needs something a little different,

And what works for one may not for another.

And there is absolutely nothing wrong with that.

For some, talking, council, and having the safe space to be supported is enough.

For others they may want to sit quietly with someone while their hair is braided and they’re sung to

Some people benefit from energy work and alignment, while others need someone to really get down into their muscles and work out the knots

Some just need someone to walk in nature with

Some benefit from medicine, both natural and or pharmaceutical. And that’s perfectly ok too.

There are so many ways to help you release toxins and learn to feel safe, while stepping out of that hiding place you so carefully built, so you can live your most fulfilling life.

And if I can help you , I’m absolutely here.

I’ve been there for the hard times,

the trauma dumping,

the tears and wailing,

I’ve made safe space to let people just be what they need to be and be seen.

We’ve unlocked the body and messages given from mystery

We’ve councilled together

And talked people down from making very big and devastating choices.

The world is hard. And I get that.

But I hope you don’t have to feel alone in it. ♥️

04/08/2024

01/24/2024

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11/11/2023

30 likes, 6 comments. “My take on Flanders field, getting closer to where I want it:)”