11/18/2025
Growth can be pretty uncomfortable. Juggling work, school, relationships, and self-care feels like a constant balancing act. Most days, I find myself in the thick of it, unsure whether to push harder or ease back and integrate everything life throws at me. It’s a push and pull, kind of like Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu—life is a dance. Amid the continuous movement, there are still points where pivotal change happens, whether it’s a crash or a breakthrough. We all try to find calm in the chaos because chaos is vital for life. It’s from this chaos that we embrace change.
With the seasons shifting and the holidays coming up, there’s this pervasive sense of preparation in the air.
I feel the pull to dive deeper into my studies. The challenge of growing Kindred and wanting to offer more to my community, while not having the capacity, is real. I’m learning to value quality over quantity. The urge to grow isn’t something I have to act on right now. The seasons teach us to look inward, and I need to follow their lead.
Some flowers take years to bloom, and we can’t rush growth or healing. Being patient with our progress and honoring the spaces we’ve already overcome is essential.
The things that take the longest often give us the most in return.
My focus this year is on osteopathic training. I’m gradually stepping away from massage therapy to integrate this new learning into my practice. Change is uncomfortable, but eventually, we have to take that leap forward to honor what truly resonates with us.
I see the real value in osteopathy. I want to deepen my skills as a therapist and truly listen to my clients.
Osteopathy is calling me inward, inviting exploration and learning.
As my extroverted days become fewer, it’s time to embrace this seasonal shift and focus on turning my energy inward.