
04/02/2025
Today is … I’m trying to reflect on what this last 27 months have been like for me. I always come back to feeling like cancer is such a time thief. Our world was turned upside down.
Hearing the words you have cancer is as scary as you can imagine; actually it’s way worse. The fear, the treatments, the endless appointments, the side effects, being cut open and probed … mostly loosing so much of who you are. But here we are, 10 months post treatment … and I’m finally starting to fully feel like myself again.
Loving on my little family of 3 is what keeps me going. What I’ve struggled with most is saying out loud is that I’m a survivor; I’ve been without cancer in my body for 19 months. But my mortality always feels like it’s tapping me on my shoulder. As of today I’m living, I’m cancer free and I’m surviving. I’m still trying to figure out what lesson I’m destined to learn from this journey. Maybe it’s sharing, maybe it’s me urging you all to check your breast, notice changes in your body and always advocate for yourself. Lastly, you are not alone in this. If you are a friend of someone going through this, show up bc time is precious and you never know who’s going to make it through.