05/26/2026
So much has transpired here... In the last 7 months for sure ... And I have found myself wondering about whether or NOT to continue ... Continue with art or music or anything relevant and hey what is even peace, love and relevant anymore... In this crazy mixed up world we live in... So what do I do... I go to some dive bar... Played and sang my heart out ... And what do I get ... Months "afterwords" ... A guy who finds me to give me this hollow body guitar... A guitar named Elvis.. because it came from the actual factual Graceland, Memphis Tennessee friends. π―οΈπ« And yes Elvis has been coming into my meditations and there are bizarre synchronicities in our astrological charts. So it is. I hadn't til tonight picked up a guitar in the longest while ... Sad as f**k about life... But someone cared enough to tune it up... Sit me down and give me a big old bad Memphis blues lesson. It's been a super long time since I played in a blues band... Super duper fun fact the first band I was in was a Blues band. Cyan. I was back up vocals + percussion.
Still not... my lost at sea Lately... But I am grateful in the moment. I have given away 30 guitars to date to people and places wherein I felt there was want or need or magic πͺβ¨ in the making... this is the first time in 18 years... that a guitar has actually come back to me... Not sure what to say. Hoping the muse will land and holding it with peace, love and loosely... I know better than to grip on too tightly to anything anymore... But those strings gliding through my fingers tonight was something new and old for sure. π―οΈπ«π₯β¨πͺβ¨πβ¨